completenutter Poetry (5)

Seven days drag by,
again days end sans you.
You wont see if I cry,
or smell my hairs shampoo.
I won't know your hand's are cold,
or why you're feeling blue.
All my thoughts are untold,
but they are all of you,
and the love that we withhold,
now that we are through.

Can't believe it's really over.
Won't understand, we broke up.
Can't conceive you wont stay over.
Or comprehend there's no catch up.

The end of us does not compute.
Acknowledge, that you want me gone?
Digest the thought but must refute.
Can't Fathom it, loves withdrawn?

To absorb that thought hurts too much.
Breaks my heart to comprehend.
To realise we're out of touch.
Can't envisage us at an end.

Recognise we must move on.
Assimilate a new life.
Grasp the love we had is gone.
Acceptance cuts like a knife.

It seemed we were so pure.
We gave such tender loving care.
I felt so proud of us and sure.
we were so beautiful and rare.

Can't comprehend your rejection,
and contempt that I still care.
Hope lost in shitty recollection.
Love now a casual affair?

Helpless witness to collapse.
Feeling hopeless and betrayed.
Like rotting in time lapse,
Our love has now decayed.

My body's demand, silenced thought,
but you also came at it's bequest.
And we took the road to our old haunt,
all consequences unaddressed.

Senses, lips, and tongues gluttonous,
carnal lust shattering constraint.
My head turned, seeking ravenous,
at last luxuriate without restraint.

An ache for your face I can't supress,
why must I miss you so very much?
Tear clothes away to allow caress,
yearning for skin, taste, smell and touch.

Nights with your arms around me, smelling my hair.
So many smiles and laughter between us.
You charge me up so I'm full of light.
All next day emanating from me.
Feel I might float away, without life's grounding.
Everyday simple moments are bliss.
What a wonder you are to me.
kindness, caring, concern if I need.
Are you flesh or did I conjure you,
In any case I'm grateful.
For because of you, I brim full of love.