Korey2hall Poetry (17)

I see children crying for their fathers dying. I see women with no dignity, I see men destroying chivalry. I see humans killing the earth and not seeing its worth. What happened to the the world it seems everything has been twirled, we could change it all to a beautiful symphony, make it so vividly, you just have to go within yourselves and see we are more powerful then we see ourselves. Listen to your heart It holds the secret to a new start.

Just imagine the warm spring breeze,
looking out to a wide open field surround by beautiful trees,
grass so green, you can only imagine in dreams,
just me and you drinking wine talking about anything.
Watching a sunset that when it gets to the tree lines
the sun gazes through and looks like heaven's rays,
when it gets dark you can see all the galaxies,
laying down feeling completely free and happy.

I love to sleep because i pretend that i'm dead, but i hate waking up, 'cause it's hard to forget that i've lost all control of this life that i've held so dear. I wait for the bus but i'm not on the bench. I'm just spread across the ground making friends with cement. hoping that the bus won't miss me when it comes my way.
Well i made a few jokes and they said they weren't funny. i tried to force a smile but they said it was ugly. i tried to make a friend but no one was a friend to me. Poured my heart to a girl and it went on the floor, and i asked her what she wanted, and she said she wanted more. i tried to find a lover, all i found was an enemy.

Well i stand in front of the mirror and look at myself and i don't make a sound but my eyes scream out help. and i start to struggle to hold myself back from thrusting my heart straight through the f*cking glass. and im tired of falling for girls that don't care, and breaking my back just to make them aware that i'm more than depressed, and their time won't be wasted, But i am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with.

Now i'm lost in this hole and i'm sure i am stuck, and i cant run away 'cause i'm lazy as f*ck. And i sit on the floor as i gather my thoughts, and their full of broken promises that only piss me off. Well i lost control when i was only a boy. The world taught me angst when i deserved joy. Now im breaking down as i struggle to breathe, 'cause i believe in a God that won't believe in me.

My love, darling I hold dear, you must of came down from the dwelling of stars, cause your affection takes me to a distant exotic dreamland. This feeling of love I've never experienced before is so bizarre, your essence is so warming, my heart melts in the palms of your hands. My walls come crumbling down mending my every known scar, your presence soothes my suffering like soft summer sand, with love so pure you must be an angel in an avatar, presenting to me a life I can finally understand, completely filling my empty souls reservoir. A single day spent with you is a moment so peacefully grand, that my spirit starts vibrating frequencies to galaxies afar, causing my hopes for true love to continuously expand, from your inner beauty that's so divine it glows like the sirius star, radiating unconditional love as the universe has planned. I give graditute to you my beautiful paramour, I will be your knight and obey your every command, always loyal to your heart no matter where you are. If it wasn't for you my soul would surely be damned, you saved me from my own demise of falling far, so for you my angel next to you is where I'll stand, for what's a knight without the shining armor, just a man who's shameful and evermore bland, cause without you my heart would be sore, Mi Amor.

(Verse 1)
Look around you, what do you see?
mothers crying for their sons and daughters
so that the rich can fill their greed with more currency
destroying our bodies with poison in our food and waters
and we just sit back and relax with no complacency
judging others just to heighten our pride and fame
creating a world full of pain and shameful legacies
always pointing fingers, and never taking the blame
how can we be so content with how we became to be?

(Chorus)
This place has turned into a home for lost souls
always searching for the answers outside to fill our holes
why cant we see? are we too afraid?
too look within and confront our demons that took hold
seeing how we let ourselves become so cold
why cant we see?, are we too afraid?
to apologize for the wrongs we inflicted on others
cause deep down we know they’re our sisters and brothers

(Verse 2)
Look around you, what do you hear?
people of nations fighting for wealth and control
not realizing we are one nation no matter how different we appear
one nation of a beautiful earth, one human race as a whole
we have music that teaches us the royalties of the career
but most of this doesn’t come from the heart and soul
this music, only showing us to hate and fear
to disregard morals and destroy the true human role
can’t you see for us to change is so severe?

(Chorus)
This place has turned into a home for lost souls
always searching for the answers outside to fill our holes
why cant we see? are we too afraid?
too look within and confront our demons that took hold
seeing how we let ourselves become so cold
why cant we see?, are we too afraid?
to apologize for the wrongs we inflicted on others
cause deep down we know they’re our sisters and brothers

True love is like a flower, first it's a seed with the right amount of persistence and care, it blossoms over time. When it's fully grown it makes any person smile, and creates a loving vibe in any dark corner. And just as a flower it can make a wasteland into a beautiful field.

Your beautiful blue eyes, makes me feel like I'm staring into the morning sky. My mind meets its demise, and my ego dies, for i can no longer hide or disguise my soul. Cause when i am near you baby, it is like a gorgeous sunrise. My body tends to rise, and I become more wise, just by being with you I cry.

Let me paint you a little picture, so that you take your responsibilties alittle stricter, and maybe, just maybe your heart will become alittle richer, and inspire you to treat each other softer, let this be your new scripture. This is for all of you who cry at night, those you live each day in fright, and lose hope in finding the light, this is to let you know in the end you will be alright. You see there was this boy who was alittle different, and because of that everyone would greet him with torment, never having any friends, his days alone is all he spent, feeling like there was no where he was meant. Coming home everynight to his mom with cuts and bruises, not telling her of all the abuses, creating pointless excuses. She knew there was something wrong, cause his face was blank and acted like he didn't belong. He acted as if everything was fine, but deep down he was crying and thought the light would never shine ,one day at school some kids drew the line. Kicking him when he was down, he would look around, to see if there was any help, but all he saw was a crowd, and laughing was the only sound. That night he went to a place where he found a gun, asking God to take him in cause he was finally done, tears rolling off his face cause he felt he was a no one, and was tired of the run. He puts the gun to his head and said " Forgive me mom i love you, but this is no place, for someone who is already dead." Pulled the trigger hoping it was finally over, but miracously it jammed, Kneeling on the floor screaming why god why? am i damned? Not knowing what to do he went home again to see one more day through, the next night he took a rope and put it around his throat. Kicked the chair from under him, but the rope broke, and he finally realized the god has shunned him He went out into the kitchen and took out a knife shaking and crying hoping this would work and he looked up to god for him to finally show his worth. He felt something telling him to put down the knife so he did and finally gave up on ending his life. Days and days of more pain and suffering, he finally moved to a place where he felt like he was king, cause he found some friends who have stoped his crying. But the story is not just over, cause there still something riding on his shoulders.

Oh your withering wings, destroying all of your blessings, slowly losing your golden rankings, put your ego aside and begin to care for all sentient beings, otherwise we destroy all of our surroundings, and lose the gift of living slowly we are spinning, in a downward cycle of evil dwellings, there is still hope of awakening.

Are you willing to give your soul to someone you you don't know. Are you willing to give everything when you know you have nothing. Are you willing to sacrifice your essence to experience their conscience. Are you willing to love just like me giving your heart so unconditionally.

(Intro/Outro)
Lifetimes, and lifetimes, over and over again, I’ve always felt something was missing.
I’ve been pouring my heart out with my words hoping it would eventually stop the aching.
But something is different, I can sense the signs, signs of becoming whole.
It’s bursting from the center of my being, I feel my twin flames soul.

(Chorus)
It’s something in my heart, something that tells me you are near.
telling me I no longer have to feel fear
It’s something in my eyes, something that has made them changed
seeing reality beginning to rearrange
I can hear you, hear your voice inside my surroundings
I’m close to you now, I must raise myself and grow my wings.

(Verse 1)
I’m tired of the same old path of standing still
it’s time for my purpose with you to be fulfilled.
I am ready to face my karma the good, the bad, and the inbetween
my disease needs to be cleansed, and you’re my only vaccine.
Been down in the dirt searching for some small trace,
a trace of your everlasting loving embrace.

(Chorus)
It’s something in my heart, something that tells me you are near.
telling me I no longer have to feel fear
It’s something in my eyes, something that has made them changed
seeing reality beginning to rearrange
I can hear you, hear your voice inside my surroundings
I’m close to you now, I must raise my soul and grow my wings.

(Verse 2)
Down to the core I can feel your flame
even on the coldest winter days, it fills me with your warmth
It cuts deep keeping my mind from going back and forth
like your soul is holding away all my shame
Your love gives me faith and hope.
I can’t help but to smile in thoughts of you
your love gives me the strength to get through
a wicked world, you allow me to cope.

(Chorus)
It’s something in my heart, something that tells me you are near.
telling me I no longer have to feel fear
It’s something in my eyes, something that has made them changed
seeing reality beginning to rearrange
I can hear you, hear your voice inside my surroundings
I’m close to you now, I must raise my soul and grow my wings.

(Outro/Intro)
Lifetimes, and lifetimes, over and over again, I’ve always felt something was missing.
I’ve been pouring my heart out with my words hoping it would eventually stop the aching.
But something is different, I can sense the signs, signs of becoming whole.
It’s bursting from the center of my being, I feel my twin flames soul.

Beauty lies within your heart, when your heart is happy, it shows on the outside.
when you no longer smile, a true smile, you use other means to hide.
kissing faces, fake smiles, hair in front of your eyes, angles to show one side.
these are means to hide the pain you wish to disguise.
pain that you feel you aren’t good enough, or pain of mistakes that became too rough
pain in thinking you would never be forgiven, or pain in the fear you would never leave this prison.
but lift your head up discouraged one, cause soon you’ll realize there’s someone for everyone.
it’s time to change your perspective, and gain a happier lifestyle
cause beauty comes from happiness through your eyes and smile.