Short Lived Romance

Well i understand how people get mixed up when in love and think it will be the ultimate romance of a lifetime. i just started to plan the wedding of my dreams when Mr. Charming came and showed me his true colors of what he wanted. Not obviously me or my kids as part of the package. That hurt, I can tell you. My kids are a part of me and I am not about to accept any man like that and walk down the aisle again unless the kids are accepted as part of me with someone. Some people really don;t know what they want in life. I am so focused on what I want and don;t want in life, that I can;t be anything but open and honest completely about it. I have two children who are special needs but not totally disabled but wonderful and beautiful and special. They have overcome some hard things in life and made stronger for it and are unique for it. They have a chance of romance too and as we speak my son has a girlfriend and my daughter has a boyfriend who wants to marry her after high school who is a wonderful teenager and who I love dearly. So if they can have what I am searching for with someone, and prove that a disability doesn;t matter and they are happy, there is hope for the rest of us. I am sure love and romance has no mark against anyone because they are not created normal. My kids have blessed me so much and I have learned so much from them about strength of character, perseverance and faith in the human life. They have taught me patience and contentedness and happiness and joy and a sense of who I am, and I am a better person because of the kids I have and I am not going to hide my joy or pride in them or who I am. The new novels I am writing for them is their dream too and I am writing them only to enhance their creativity and imagination. It is a good feeling that words cannot express to anyone when I write and when I know it is a challenge for them and I can do what they can;t it doesn;t reflect badly on them, no it just makes it so much sweeter for them as they know I love them enough to know I am so proud of them to want to do what I do for a career and want to follow in my footsteps at their own level. I am so thrilled to this for them and I am so excited to see the finished product as it is so much fun to share with them. The day they are published will be a celebration and a day of extreme pride to see their beautiful faces on the books they helped to create. So my romance life may be shortlived but my romance life with my kids and my novels will never be in life. I am proud of my kids and my books and I will never think of romance as being shortlived ever. That day I meet the man who will accept me and my kids for the special people we are and love us just for us and for who we are, will be soooooo sweet!!!!! Until that day, I am a contented and happy person to live and experience it all along the journey to love.