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favourite xmas movies?

i've watched Elf maybe 10 times in 9 days... & jingle all the way 5 or 6 times.

what are your favourite xmas movies?

my list:

gremlins
die hard 1 & 2
home alone
trading places
santa claus the movie

maybe Lethal Weapon... & the grinch?

what are yours?
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from my past

i was having a dream about my teeth falling out.
a noise at my front door woke me up.
then voices.
footsteps in my hall & back room.
someone shouted "Hello".
"Hello?!" i shouted in a "wtf?" kinda way
i got up.
opened my living room/bedroom door to having a torch shone in my face.
it was the cops.
apparently when i came back from the store earlier i hadn't closed my front door properly.
it musta just swung open while i was asleep & i guess one of the neighbours called the cops thinking my place had been broken into. i think the cop said that they'd tried shouting in & got no reply. f*ck what a mess my place is.
great.
now these cops'll tell 2 friends...

(another story)
http://www.connectingsingles.com/blog_67958_1/these_kinds_of_people_part_1.htm
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these kinds of people part 2

(Part 1
http://tinyurl.com/nkqjrsb
)

his friend, who hasn't said anything & doesn't seem particularly threatening says somewhat quietly & passively
"what's her name?"
i wasn't sure who he was directing it.
wether he was curious about this himself or was bored & just trying to move it along.

i think "yeah! good point!"

"what's her name?" i ask the 1st guy, still smiling out of confusion & nervousness, doing my best to look light-hearted & unafraid

"no YOU tell me her name" he says

at this point it's occured to me that he's seen me & my ex around in the past, didn't/doesn't like the looks of me, & is just fishing for information that he can use to f*ck with me.
but he could've genuinely been mistaking me for someone else...
i'm kinda straggly lookin these days...
i GUESS that KINDA puts me in the same attractiveness league as this guy... so maybe i do resemble someone who would "share" a girl with him... (seperately)

i can imagine what she must be like...

not my type.

i wasn't about to give this nasty lookin m**erf**ker ANY information about me.
i just kinda laughed & looked confused...
i've no idea what he's talking about

i think "f*ck it... i'll try & figure out where this guy is coming from"

i repeat that i'm sure he's mixed me up with someone else & pull my hat back a little to let him see me a bit more clearly

he still didn't seem to accept it but we both just turned away anyway...
i heard "i f*cked her anyway" faintly as he disappeared up the corridor & into the building
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these kinds of people part 1

i was hungover when i left around 2pm so the cold air was refreshing and i felt pretty calm coz my nerves were too f*cked to give a shit.

the doctor i saw was a complete f*cking tool
at one point he said something along the lines of:

"well if (the psychiatrist) thinks there's something wrong with you, doesn't that tell you that there must be?"

there's nowhere to go from there really is there?
he's completely wrong & i'm completely right.
even if there is actually something wrong with me i win this one on principle.
like Psychiatrists don't make mistakes?!
f*cking douche....

"no. that just means that someone thinks there's something wrong with me.... that doesn't mean there is"

in the end he didn't give me the sedatives i was looking for. says it's up to the shrink.

turning the corner, on the way out of the building, with my head down slightly, i noticed 2 nasty f*cks on their way in, i never looked up at them, i didn't have to, i just recognised their clothes & the way they carried themselves, these kinds of people are why i don't leave the house.
i continued to look down, hoping like hell that they wouldn't really notice me...
i turned my body slightly to create more room for them to get past me...
now that i think about it, everything about me was screaming subservience.
not much i can do about that. these guys scare me. everything i do will be an act of fear.
i just want to get back home. leave me alone.

i had just lost sight of them out of the corner of my eye when one of them barked "Hey how you doin man?! You remember me?!"

these kinds of guys knock the wind out of me as soon as i see them.
& their grating, aggressive tones don't do my solar plexus any good either.....
or my intestines for that matter

i attract the exact things i'm trying to avoid.
like the weight of my expectation is so heavy it just pulls in whatever is on my mind at the time.

he asked if i remembered him.

i had never seen him in my life.

i took a long, squinted look at him, with a kind of puzzled smile on my face... looking like i was gonna say something

finally, i shook my head & laughed a little... a nervous laugh, but not overly nervous because of the hangover

"sorry man i think you've got me confused with someone else"

"nah! i used to go out with your ex girlfriend!"

i'm f*cking laughing inside, no way in hell would my ex go near this guy.
it's just not possible... not even if i was completely delusional.

that's the honest & correct answer but of course i was never gonna say that...
even though that was the dominant thought in my head and those f**kers can sometimes just slip out
or people can just instantly pick up on them... and maybe he did...
he didn't like me either way...
i mean he must've really thought he knew me & was just tryin' to rub this shit in about him f*cking my ex...
OR he was making this shit up because he didn't like the look of me & thought he would just f*ck with me...

he looks like a 35yr old junkie

my gf was a quiet girl & gorgeous.... there are no words for how unlikely the possibility of them being "together" (in just about ANY sense) is/was

but he's not accepting that he's got me confused with someone else....
for whatever reason....

"she's got blonde hair right?"

"my ex gf has blonde hair yeah"

(that really narrows it down huh?)

"I USED TO GO OUT WITH HER!"

i instantly dismiss the the notion...
multiple times in quick succession.
i'm practically saying "this is just not possible... we're not in the same league"
in hindsight i realise that my dismissal was so obvious that i was lucky he didn't pick up on it as an insult & f*ck me up

(part 2)
http://tinyurl.com/k3c4qcd
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why don't you people use the chatroom?

just asking...

it needs more people

*message needs a minimum of 50 characters so i'm wasting them here*
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thanks for the help guys but i still can't get it

i'm following the instructions to the letter..

[ youtube ]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Or8g6YZVAe0
[ / youtube ]

just won't work.

here's my attempt deleting the spaces

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little help?

hey guys... can anyone tell me how to link to a youtube video on these blogs?
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i exist

i'm looking at some old vhs recordings i have.
i think i got the camcorder around 2003.
i used to record alot... even when we were just sitting around.
it's nice seeing us happy with each other...not nice when we're not.
unfortunately some of it is painful.

she went to kiss me... i backed off.
"i'm eating!"

i was eating ice-cream... what was i thinking?... she was just going for a little kiss.. not full-on tongues.

she went to put her arm around me, i backed off again, i don't know why... what did i want out of life? i have a beautiful girl who loves me... what else matters?

plenty more of these tapes to go.
looks like i'm not invulnerable.
those old feelings, those old pains.. they've been laying dormant all this time
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bought some new meds

Modafinil (supposed to keep you awake & concentrating)
Didn't work

Zolpidem (also know as Ambien)
seems pretty strong. hard to walk in a straight line.
taking them with alcohol.... see what'll it be like.
not too much alcohol... just a little, i know the dangers.
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hey you...

i'm bored... talk to me.

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