i exist

i'm looking at some old vhs recordings i have.
i think i got the camcorder around 2003.
i used to record alot... even when we were just sitting around.
it's nice seeing us happy with each other...not nice when we're not.
unfortunately some of it is painful.

she went to kiss me... i backed off.
"i'm eating!"

i was eating ice-cream... what was i thinking?... she was just going for a little kiss.. not full-on tongues.

she went to put her arm around me, i backed off again, i don't know why... what did i want out of life? i have a beautiful girl who loves me... what else matters?

plenty more of these tapes to go.
looks like i'm not invulnerable.
those old feelings, those old pains.. they've been laying dormant all this time
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There's no "like" button in these blogs blues
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ScottGuy... Put a Question there Will Ya???
handshake beer
I've been to England(London in 2006) and the women there were like dolls(hopefully they still are). If it were me I would have no old feelings because I would be chasing tail. You can always take a trip to Soho and clear your mind. drinking
It doesn't get better it just gets easier.
Keep the faith
peace
thanks for the feedback guys
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