Loneliness

The more I think about it the more it affects me, the bigger an issue it becomes, although I dearly wish there was someone by my side to share my deepest thoughts with and show my affection, that loving caring touch which means so much to me is beyond my reach until I meet that special person which by the way is currently pending, She says she's going to visit me at Christmas time, and btw things are still going great between us, she loves the music I keep sending to her on skype but now moving onto movies, I've asked what her movie preferences are but shw hasn't replied yet, I have a massive collection which I keep on a 2TB hard drive, once I have watched them I decide whether to burn them to disc for keeps or delete them and move onto the next, I used to think it would take a lifetime to get through a 2TB hard drive full of movies but now I can see that it is possible.

I bought a HeadHoncho!

Thank you all for sharing your thoughts. I'm dealing with it quite well doing stuff that I haven't done for a while, but not all moments are the same. There are moments that you feel the loneliness no matter what you do, but this is part of the process of getting back to "normal" again. I did not want to go an other dates as this won't be fair for this other person, but I think it's time to do that, probably quite soon

oh, to be in galway on the emerald isle, all my lonely would melt away, sure!

glad you liked that song Itchy, and if I make ya giggle now, just wait till ya see my lil' tickler, you will ROFLYAO, I tellz ya...teehee!

rat the song sounds good, but in the mood for this kind of song this morning