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they can't get in I cant get out. I am safe for now. My heart is closed off from pain. pain of hearing that I don't make the cut. Pain from losing what I once loved.The reality is that I was there to much. your freedom was gone. Or that's what you though. Freedom to peek, freedome to sneek. Like I was invisable. Just the maid. Cook the food
clean the house
make you happy everyday
What about me? Where did I fit in.
Oh I see there wasn't suppose to be me. just you. So I stepped up to the plate again and took it like a good girl would. remember its not about me its you. All the fun with the kids. the fun on vacations. the fun that we planned or you
The memories of times that were good times like a family. I guess those weren't real? Wow my life wasn't real. I wasted 19 years thinking I was human? No I guess only you are. Right? So why not try to make this easier. You hate me and I still care. So why don't you just let me die already and get it overwith. the torture is not worth the pain. Go back to her. She won't be half as good as I was. She is a skank and you know it. So keep her. have fun She is the one who was never,is not, and will never be real. You chose her keep her, you deserve her.