Read carefully before making judgement
I met1. mr player a sweddish guy he ask me for a date of course i become excited that time he is my first date so we met to a public place and decided to go to his pad he kiss me yes he is my first kiss and everything until i found my self on his arms after what happen i felt it was a night mare i was tense and still shaking i feel gross that time i never knew that all that i keep in 21years lost in just one night. he never contact me after that. Almost one week i feel i was going crazy and shock to what happen..
Few mos later i met
2. mr. Selfish a german guy
he is nice sweet we had a relationship in a short period of time almost 4mos.i fall inlove with him but he told me he is not ready for commitment and he told me he realized things will not work for both of us i think he is jut making excuses after he get what he want
he told me he dont love me but he do care i feel in second time around i was play again he dont love me but we almost like gf and bf
still it was hurts i feel they used me and play with me...
And third time
mr. Almost.
He is u.s guy a lawyer from california, he is so nice, sweet and i feel he is the right one since i was paranoid to my previous experience i always doubt him so one day i ask my friend to help to find out if this guy is faithful my friend pretend someone and try to seduce this guy but he told to my friend he has a gf my friend ask who is this girl and how old. He give a wrong answer so my friend told me this guy is lying.
i confront him he told me he knew he was tested and he blame me he told me i play an immature game we dont have a contact he told me he will found someone matture than me. I was totally hurt, i wonder know reason why he lie if he knew he was testing, he should be proud to telling the truth .
I still remember him he told me he will never let me go cos i am the best things happen to him but i wonder where is he? Why he did not give me a second chance if he really love me.. i just do that because i want to make sure this time i found the right one but i was wrong, its hard for me to let him go indeed but i need to say goodbye..
No one knows how much i hurt, still i treasured the good things i shared from them ..though i know the fact they used me.
oneday im hoping this scars will be heal but im hoping i learn my lesson well think wiser not to the point i will become bitter and untrusting toward others
above all
-Im not a bar girl Im a decent girl and im not the type of kind of girl looking for money or green card... So what if they are all foreigners...
You dont know the real story behind my blog so stop accusing bad about filipina women!
Comments (22)
was he 6 feet tall and blonde blue eyed?
Take a look longer before you give yourself to him because maybe he was not in love with you like you were thinking.
All this can be a good lesson. I just hope the best for you in future.
Summer
I know you had to learn some sad lessons but whatever doesn't kill you should make you wiser
Sometimes its wiser to follow your instincts not your heart, develop your instincts first and your heart will love you for it
Man usually like a special girl. so, be the girl.
Summer
Ok, so here's something you're maybe not aware of.. Even though you've stated in your profile you're not a bar girl - we all know it's a wide spread prejudice that all Filipinos are - most of your pictures are..
Without a doubt there are many genuine marriages between Asian women with foreigners. But let's face fact, the majority are Asian girls married to foreigners who wouldn't get away with their character/personality with the women in his country. Some probably wouldn't even get one so they go off and get lucky in an Asian country where they suddenly are kings getting every and as many girls as they wont why telling everybody that western woman would be high maintenance.
However, what I'm trying to say is you could pay more attention of the signals you're sending out and start taking responsibility for your actions. Respect yourself or nobody else will and to get a great (or whatever you want to label it) husband you've to be marriage material first
I noticed that each one of the men you
dated, were 'Professionals'.
Perhaps next time around you could try choosing
someone who is not.
An 'unprofessional' person
might be much more of a gentleman than those three
that you were attracted to and, unfortunate in
your assessment of their individual characters,
to have picked.
Anyway i would like to clear im not a bar girl im a decent girl so theres no reason to judge me im not looking for money i can work hard for my own....
And who do u think u are guys???..
Okay i admit one of the sort thngs happen to me...
@Cardio, I didn't say your pictures were revealing, somebody else did. I said that almost all of your pictures are a big tease..
My whole point was, if you don't want to be seen and treated like a bar girl then don't look like one.
After all, I'm almost double of your age, I've been young and have made a lot of mistakes and stupid choices. So don't think for one second I'm talking down to you or judge you. I really only tried to give you some constructive feedback.
Im into a model.. I dont see any wrong to my picture.. U sounds judgemental.. Anyway.. Its ok.. Ur belief im not affected im not affected in real life my thoughts are powerful than yours
@tatami.. Open legs??.. Make sure before u comment u both guys know the real story behind my blogs...
Good luck, all the best.
Your last comment to me and that action really says all there's to know about you.
I'll stay clear off your blogs in the future and wished I've had looked at your blog list. I would never gotten involved in the first place.