A letter for the one God has prepared for me

Im wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if
like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long
to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found
you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait
has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping,
dreaming, longing to meet you.

I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as
romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it
possible that I have known you all my life but we have
yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh
how I wish you were here right now because you are
the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really
known love. I do not have the answer to that
question either but I believe that, more often than not,
we will never really know what love is until we find that
right person and since I have not found you yet,
then maybe I do not really know what love is! You just
don't know how often I dream of finally knowing what it
feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment
I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my
feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile,
or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to
make me laugh by your silly little ways!

I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me recognize you when the right time comes.
I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the
past and of how much I have cried since the day I
began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find
my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful
life ahead of me - the life I shall spend with you. In
my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all
that pain and sacrifice.

After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I
believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so
that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest
sense, but perfect - for YOU! I wonder if you've
gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you've
been hurt so many times along the journey.

But my dearest one, please don't ever give up
because I am right here. patiently waiting for you! I
assure you that when we finally find each other I
would slowly heal those wounds by my love.

At night, I would look out my window and stare at the
beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also
looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent
prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above
thinking that in time they would reach you. And when I
feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that
you are on your way and that you are longing to see
me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it
is still you that I think of, for you are always in my
dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place
where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you
how much I love you. In my dreams you would kiss
away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.

And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and
face the new day ahead with the hope that soon
enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality
and once again I am assured that you are worth the
wait. And when that time comes, everything will fall into
its place, just as I had imagined, just as I had thought
and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be! By
then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I
have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the
simple joys of life - and I would be very thankful
because they all led me to you!

In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on
to our dream and don't even think of letting go. Believe
in your heart that we will find each other no matter
what happens. God has planned the course and it is
up to us to follow the directions. Dont worry, dont be
afraid about getting lost, God saw to it that all the
roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead to
me.