You just need a life

Life is beautiful. It's a blessed from God for us. We tried our best in this life, have lots of friends and it seems like you are a very happy person and yes, originally you are a happy person. But at the end of your day, when you have problem, you found no one there for you. The people who share with you about their problems, the ones you care for, the ones you listened to when they need you, they are all busy when you need them and sometimes they are not taking you serious. They only smile when you share your problem and your feeling and then they began to talk about their own problem. Then you asked yourself, do I have a friend? No. You are not a doormat. It's because you are so kind. It feels that you are like a magnetic for that kind of people with problem. You are a problem solver.

You take care of your life. You also take care of family. You also take care of office. You also take care of friends. When a time you get tired about this, you said no to them, but people around you think that you are rude, you are not polite, you are not friendly, you are an ignorance, why you do that to them and they back off you. It now seems like a responsibility for you to take care of other people. You don't have time to have a free thought than solving other people mess they left to you, to make a peace for other people. At that time, when you talk to someone who wants to listen to you, they thought you are not happy in life and often complaining. They suggest you to extend your friendship to make yourself happier. You don't explained any longer. You get quiet.

Life looks not fair, isn't it? Sometimes you might feel that you want to move to other place, far enough for the people you know. You are exhausted but you love them. But at the end, you just need a life, your own life to take care and find people who really care about you.