someday my wish will come true

Yesterday is my 24th birthday. I finally fail to make the wish of finding a boy friend before my birthday come true.

At the very beginning, i reply every email which is sent to me. However, to my disappointment, when I reply the email, I look forward to hearing from them again. If they reply and show interests to me, and he meets my requirements, i will be very excited. But no every one is as sencere as me to find a soulmate here, some reply several emails to me, some don't, i will be a bit discouraged if i don't receive an email for severals days.

As time went by, i become a bit quiet in my heart. When i receive the emails from someone which i don't have interests, i won't reply to them. At the same time, i search the person which meets my requirements, i write an email to them. Mostly, i don't receive their reply, but i am OK for that. I try to find a right person, if he is not interested in me, i will go on searching and waiting. I calm down and have the patience to wait.

Some of my friends know that I register in a foreign dating webpage, and they ask me if i am ready to marry with a foreign guy ,leaving my parents , going to a totally alien environment, maybe encontered a cheater. I don't have much confidence frankly speaking. However, I wish i will meet a gentleman who is mature, and affectionate, who can understand the deepth of my heart knowing what i need and what i am afraid of, who will cherish me as his own eyes...

If the one comes to me, i will love him with my whole heart, support him in his carrer and accompany him for the rest of my life.