true love where are you?

True love where are you? Sigh! it's very rare nowadays because all the gals and guys are more into playing games, sad to know. I've been a single mother at a young age, i never married. I learned my boyfriend was cheating on me so i left him and i know he's very happy because he thinks that he's out from any responsibility with our child so i let him do and believe whatever he wants. It took me one year and 3 months to moved on from him. I become bitter with all the guys that tends to hate them all. I just put everything in god's hand because i know and i believe he have his purpose why it's happen to me. One day i woke up without any bitterness in my heart and didn't feel anything bad in my heart towards the guys. So i finally say i moved on from him. Since i moved on i started to find someone, but it didn't work out. All the guys i met are into playing games and lust. I never had any long term relationship that reaches even one year, ever i never had honest. I'm serious about relationship but maybe i always choose the wrong one because i get attracted easily, i didn't take time and i don't even use my mind always my heart. I'm always wishing and hoping to find my special someone to spend the rest of my life but he's very rare like a true love. I really wanted to settle down and make my own family but i don't know when i will gonna meet my true love. Maybe i was still young and this isn't god's perfect time for me. So for now nothing to worry if i haven't found him until now because i believe that God is saving me from someone special maybe he will not come today, this month or this year but someday.

P.S. >sorry for posting this non sense blog. I just wanted to share something too :) sorry for wasting your time reading this (haha!) have a great day everyone. God bless