WOMAN IN LOVE

He said, "I have gift for you. Please close your eyes and listen to it. I really mean it in every word it says!". So I listened to it with my eyes closed.... and the song started :


What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind
I am your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

*** My head under water but I am breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of mind

**** 'Cause all of me loves all of you
Loves your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Gives your all to me I'll give me all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning

+++ 'Cause I give all of me
and you give me all of you, oh

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my down fall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

(back to ***)

Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard

(back to ****, 2x +++)

--------------------------------------------> John Legend : All of me !


I met a man, who is 7 years younger than me, from him I learn what is love mean, even it is virtual love, but love is love. He shows me how to appreciate time for such long distance relationship like we have. we never be in rush to exchange our email or phone and prefer to always meet chatting in regular time every single day. We only know that having someone to share things in love atmosphere even only our thought is great.

To me he said, long distance relationship is very fragile. Pausing communication even only 2 days would drawn the feeling. Letting me knowing what he is doing is important for him to let me knows his activity, allowing me simply I am with him even only in his and my mind.

To him I said, always have a positive thinking to each other and do not ruin our feeling with prejudice and bias. When we doubts of something, we better ask and cross check whether it is right or wrong.

I know what time he wakes up...
I know what time he leaves the house to his office...
Our line is on during we work... he talks to me and telling me what is going on or ask my opinion for certain stuff and I do the same...
We have lunch together in mind...
Sometime, we create the scene where I visit his office and we make love there... or have lunch together outside in the place we both know.
I take the initiative to have a break after lunch to run our daily real life and meet again before bed time.

One thing we both know that we should free ourselves from excessive expectation toward each other. Take one day after the other and never questioning where this relationship will take us to what kind of ending...

I love so much the way he describes things. He loves so much the way I explain things. We both speak the same wave of language. I do really spare time to read and know better his interests and so does he. When I told him that I love lily flower, he bought the flower and learn its smell and putting in his mind that lily now is his flower too.

Yeaah....

Love doesn't ask why.
It speak from the heart and never explain
Don't you know that love doesn't think twice
it comes all at once or whisper from the distance
Don't ask me if this feeling is right or wrong
It doesn't have to make much sense, it just has to be this strong