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Yes it is...I don't know how and what for Jesus suffered...I really don't know.
Osho, a real suffering of Jesus, in modern times, I don't know why he suffered.
But now I know the truth and I know why they suffered...

Relationship, hell no, its like you considered to commit suicide and inviting the other person to be a partner in crime.
Merely for s*xual gratification, then I must low down to the gutter level taking somebody to be a commodity.
Just a friend, friends with benefits makes a little bit of sense but just friends, that's a hypocrisy and hardly makes any sense.
Then I settled to contemplate for months and years.
Though I wear no masks but I found that at the conscious level I was somewhat pretentious. And surprisingly it got revealed that you like it or not, you have to be, to get the show going or end up in the tormenting comfort zone.
Then after I explored the subconscious. The revelations were profound, so informative, amazing and above all ecstatic. I got convinced that it cannot be a public discourse. It can be shared with that woman and that too in the private.
But yes depressing too. Let alone the possibility, its seemingly not the remote feasibility of finding the woman I need.
But of course, the option of finding her next time is wide open.

I hated this tender complicity: it was my own fault, I had talked about Concha the night before. I should have controlled myself. I was with her for a year. Last night I would have given an arm to see her again for five minutes. That was why I talked about her, it was stronger than I was. Now I had no more desire to see her, I had nothing more to say to her. I would not even have wanted to hold her in my arms: my body filled me with horror because it was grey and sweating--and I wasn't sure that her body didn't fill me with horror. Concha would cry when she found out I was dead, she would have no taste for life for months afterward. But I was still the one who was going to die. I thought of her soft, beautiful eyes. When she looked at me something passed from her to me. But I knew it was over: if she looked at me now the look would stay in her eyes, it wouldn't reach me. I was alone.
(Excerpt from the story).

What a character! Bold, unambiguous pursuit for pleasure, vivid imagination and lot more. Everytime I watched this movie, it appeared as though something left behind unexplored.


The famous or infamous scene (interrogation@pubic hair), I am reproducing here, is ranked 3rd. in my view, far behind the other two.

.tag.| advanced Coronal Exam...

713. Purple
2378. Vision...} A big vision is needed. The one who has it, like an eagle, must go into the
..deepest blue of the sky..U H ( untamed horse.
......8 parts of speech hit the collider....) with great speed.
8.uh-oh..............). 2.physics.} accelerated
.o7.and // DNA.....01. particle.....o3. quickly
VI.into | of....... 1a. Sun. school....) The simple expedient est. Fiat lux. ( & ritual no.1.
....no need to just take my word .} The average dee jay talks like a TV head..viz.
101. In rainbows./ Radiohead
....51. out of the blue./ system F.
.50. staring at the sun./ TV on the radio...) trust me, the following is mostly musical physics....
...... Eli's coming / 3 dog noir..
..Psalm 2 / blur
...yhwh / U 2....)...) The rainbow has [ o3 ? ] secrets for show ) & surprise.
.............the final one is it's timeline..... Adam is first @ red. ..purple / indigo is x.[ Unknown & last.
That illuminated lecture is @ Enter the Stars...
The rainbow and higgs-boson particle have a show in the 1976 LP rainbow rising...
..viz. A giant rising from the abyss by Artful | artificial .. manipulation of Time..| rev.9:11
Z. Superposition / Young the giant.
..why.| Y..the statue got me high./ They might be GIANTS.[ fallen ones.
X. Stargazer / rainbow.
.....more physics...for later On..} truufers will note the lyrics are typically never referenced by me... rather, our focus is to show the reader the brute physics of the $yntax & initial presentation...of..what most reasonably 1$...A MAJEK $PELL...
...The learned real eYes that magic has blowback [ sowing & reaping.
This [ rain bow ] represents the key of wisdom.) The arch of Logic.
.. biblio Graph for the Vista [ xl show
Enoch 9:11....Yah.] sees Everything
Gen. 9 :11.... rainbow covenant......Deut.. 9:11..( 2 table covenant
1 Sam. 9:11...is the seer here ?
Prov. 9:11..way of wisdom.....20 / 20 vision by de Luxe.
.....Jer. 10:10....yhwh ] is the true Elohim...
.....page 638. Hotel Version | Jer. 10.
v.11....and you shall say to them; the [ gods.
who did NOT make the heaven & the earth shall perish from the earth
.and from under the heavens.....) . . standby.

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy

My heart is broke
But I have some glue
Help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And have a hangover ...
Have a hangover

Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learned
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up

I'm not like them
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
Maybe just happy

Think I'm just happy
I think I'm dumb


As the situation is that we are confined on earth permanently, the only possible means maybe self-modification through genetics, and then become cyborg. At least there is no other way out here, cells perish as a failet experiments of the parents.
And i'm seeking companion on the line, who can do experiments together and better also a scifi enthusiast. No mental games.

Then I found this guy , a walking talking meme maker