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Mar 17, 2010 8:13 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
From: cjtenorsax
Sent: 3/17/2010 4:03:44 PM
Subject:negative news


Monday and Today I got bad news, ( sigh sigh sigh Just as I got back to school for the Semester), I suspect that this has actually been coming since last Fall. I have some internal bleeding in the Abdomen, Bladder or Kideys.

I am scheduled for a Abdominal CT this Friday. I also have shceduled for meeting with the top Urology/OB Gyns in Cleveland Clinic on April 6th for consultation and three other Bladder/kidney function tests as well as US, Nuclear and other tests, as needed.

Hopefully things will concur with my Infertility Specialist, also part of Cleveland Clinic that there is nothing wrong with my reproductive area and that it is a minor problem that can be handled easily.

Kidney problems run in my Mom's side of the Family and my Favorite Uncle, my Mom's Baby Brother, that my Parents raised, just died of Rare Renal Cell Cancer ~ 2-3 yrs ago.

Uncle Bud, was only ~ 11-12 years older than me so he was more like a Big Brother.

I have been away from my FurBabies since early yesterday and my dogs/cats/ rabbits are my Children. . . my BABIES and I don't care what anyone else thinks of that... They and their love, encouragement are the reasons I continue to try and keep trying.

This has been one shock after another, since Monday. I thought I was finally well and could finally have a life that has been more or less on hold since I was 22 yrs old - I pray I still do finally have one.

I have been Rock Wall climbing, beginning to get back in to running, Biking, Weight lifting etc,

Have changed my Major to Physics, on reccomendation of My Advisor and was starting to rebuild my life. . . I am still going to keep on Truckin but My Dean @ CWRU told me she never knew anyone that got knocked down as much as I and still Springs Back up to try again.

I often wonder what I did in a past life to cause this kind of Karmaic Retribution. I think that I must have been very insensitive to peoples illnesses in a past life. So this life, it is my turn to experience the things that I had no respect for. That is the way it seems.

I do beleive G-d has a reason for everything, I just don't want to be away from my FurBabies.

Thanks for letting me tell you and pls pray for me.
I want the normal things in life, Health, my FurBabies, my Education'Career, my LifeMate and Children, MY TURN to do the things others always got to and I had to wait on.

I have had problems since I was born, my Twin Brother did not make it - he died within two hours of our birth.

I have plenty of Courage, Faith, Hope and will prevail esp. with the Prayers of others.

Pls. forgiveme when I am not here much.

Thank-you and Love you, each and every one of you.
Cyndie
hug hug hug
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Mar 17, 2010 8:20 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
denmcintyre
denmcintyredenmcintyrewest melbourne, Florida USA10 Threads 1,106 Posts
Cyndie,
Hang in there hun.. i will definitely be praying for you... I too have experienced some health issues, I had a pretty significant heart attack at 35 and heart problems run in my family as well... I am 44 now and I now run 2 to 3 miles a day and eat healthy.. So yes, God can make things happen for you.. just hang in there and wait for Him to move on this..
Take care,

Dennis
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Mar 17, 2010 8:21 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
vinny1967
vinny1967vinny1967Dublin, Cork Ireland131 Threads 7 Polls 11,475 Posts
Cyndie, you are a reminder to all of us of how the human spirit can overcome.........hug

Your spirit has always shone thru, and I hope your faith will not falter in this latest setback.

Am not a believer Im afraid but will say a prayer for your well being if it helps.

Positive thoughts comin your way.



hug bouquet
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Mar 17, 2010 8:23 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Drea111
Drea111Drea111Tampa, Florida USA2 Threads 25 Posts
Hellooo-

I am sorry to hear about all these crazy things you are going through, but I know you will make it!

I don't fully agree with your thought that your Karma is related to not being sensitive to people's illnessess...I think it means you had good health in your past life!

Anyway, my suggestion is you try acupuncture. My mom was supposed to have two knee replacements, but decided to go with acupuncture instead. Now she walks everywhere, no pain, no knee replacements. I used to go to one, but my insurance changed so I stopped, but I will tell you that the lady I went to practiced in China for 25 years, and it helped me so much. Anyway, haha....my whole point here is that I was reading alot about it and one of the main things people get it done for is infertility, and they have amazing results.

Good luck, and stay strong
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Mar 17, 2010 8:27 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
hopefloats
hopefloatshopefloatsSlim's Lady, Tennessee USA51 Threads 6,660 Posts
Hang in there sis.......you are a strong woman and I have the utmost faith in your strength through this difficult time. You are in my thoughts.hug bouquet teddybear

Merky
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Mar 17, 2010 8:34 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
starshinebright
starshinebrightstarshinebrightRiverside, California USA189 Threads 1 Polls 6,305 Posts
Awe, so sorry to hear!!! You willbe in my thoughts and prayers, loving thoughts headed your way!! teddybear hug
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Mar 17, 2010 8:39 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Good Wishes to you. What you manage to accomplish given your circumstances, amazes me!teddybear
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Mar 17, 2010 10:52 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Christmas1
Christmas1Christmas1Peterborough, Ontario Canada31 Threads 2,419 Posts
Cindy..baby..hang in there! I know it is a huge disappointment.
We are all praying for you. I'll be thinking of you.
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Mar 17, 2010 11:26 PM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
laura139
laura139laura139Broomfield, Colorado USA11 Threads 1 Polls 668 Posts
Hang in there Cyndie--I do believe things happen for a reason, and maybe it's just your time for a few years of challenges...just keep moving forward, be thankful for who you are, where you are and how you are, the rest will be given to you
in time...hug bouquet wine
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Mar 18, 2010 2:38 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Outofafrica
OutofafricaOutofafricaPerth, Western Australia Australia5 Threads 1,296 Posts
Cindy Hope all goes well for, will remember u in my prayers. Loving kindness to u. teddybear teddybear teddybear
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Mar 18, 2010 2:46 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Jacques1984
Jacques1984Jacques1984Gisborne, New Zealand8 Threads 8 Polls 39 Posts
I too will keep you in my prayersthumbs up

“Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid...for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.”

Hope this helps Cyndie wave
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Mar 18, 2010 3:05 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Pixels1
Pixels1Pixels1London, Greater London, England UK2 Threads 755 Posts
In response to: From: cjtenorsax
Sent: 3/17/2010 4:03:44 PM
Subject:negative news Monday and Today I got bad news, ( Just as I got back to school for the Semester), I suspect that this has actually been coming since last Fall. I have some internal bleeding in the Abdomen, Bladder or Kideys.

I am scheduled for a Abdominal CT this Friday. I also have shceduled for meeting with the top Urology/OB Gyns in Cleveland Clinic on April 6th for consultation and three other Bladder/kidney function tests as well as US, Nuclear and other tests, as needed.

Hopefully things will concur with my Infertility Specialist, also part of Cleveland Clinic that there is nothing wrong with my reproductive area and that it is a minor problem that can be handled easily.

Kidney problems run in my Mom's side of the Family and my Favorite Uncle, my Mom's Baby Brother, that my Parents raised, just died of Rare Renal Cell Cancer ~ 2-3 yrs ago.

Uncle Bud, was only ~ 11-12 years older than me so he was more like a Big Brother.

I have been away from my FurBabies since early yesterday and my dogs/cats/ rabbits are my Children. . . my BABIES and I don't care what anyone else thinks of that... They and their love, encouragement are the reasons I continue to try and keep trying.

This has been one shock after another, since Monday. I thought I was finally well and could finally have a life that has been more or less on hold since I was 22 yrs old - I pray I still do finally have one.

I have been Rock Wall climbing, beginning to get back in to running, Biking, Weight lifting etc,

Have changed my Major to Physics, on reccomendation of My Advisor and was starting to rebuild my life. . . I am still going to keep on Truckin but My Dean @ CWRU told me she never knew anyone that got knocked down as much as I and still Springs Back up to try again.

I often wonder what I did in a past life to cause this kind of Karmaic Retribution. I think that I must have been very insensitive to peoples illnesses in a past life. So this life, it is my turn to experience the things that I had no respect for. That is the way it seems.

I do beleive G-d has a reason for everything, I just don't want to be away from my FurBabies.

Thanks for letting me tell you and pls pray for me.
I want the normal things in life, Health, my FurBabies, my Education'Career, my LifeMate and Children, MY TURN to do the things others always got to and I had to wait on.

I have had problems since I was born, my Twin Brother did not make it - he died within two hours of our birth.

I have plenty of Courage, Faith, Hope and will prevail esp. with the Prayers of others.

Pls. forgiveme when I am not here much.

Thank-you and Love you, each and every one of you.
Cyndie


Good Luck bouquet
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Mar 18, 2010 3:09 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Tulefel
TulefelTulefelGöteborg, Vastra Gotaland Sweden24 Threads 1 Polls 2,848 Posts
I don’t pray, but I wish you all the best!

hug rose
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Mar 18, 2010 4:34 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
CjTenorSax: From: cjtenorsax
Sent: 3/17/2010 4:03:44 PM
Subject:negative news Monday and Today I got bad news, ( Just as I got back to school for the Semester), I suspect that this has actually been coming since last Fall. I have some internal bleeding in the Abdomen, Bladder or Kideys.

I am scheduled for a Abdominal CT this Friday. I also have shceduled for meeting with the top Urology/OB Gyns in Cleveland Clinic on April 6th for consultation and three other Bladder/kidney function tests as well as US, Nuclear and other tests, as needed.

Hopefully things will concur with my Infertility Specialist, also part of Cleveland Clinic that there is nothing wrong with my reproductive area and that it is a minor problem that can be handled easily.

Kidney problems run in my Mom's side of the Family and my Favorite Uncle, my Mom's Baby Brother, that my Parents raised, just died of Rare Renal Cell Cancer ~ 2-3 yrs ago.

Uncle Bud, was only ~ 11-12 years older than me so he was more like a Big Brother.

I have been away from my FurBabies since early yesterday and my dogs/cats/ rabbits are my Children. . . my BABIES and I don't care what anyone else thinks of that... They and their love, encouragement are the reasons I continue to try and keep trying.

This has been one shock after another, since Monday. I thought I was finally well and could finally have a life that has been more or less on hold since I was 22 yrs old - I pray I still do finally have one.

I have been Rock Wall climbing, beginning to get back in to running, Biking, Weight lifting etc,

Have changed my Major to Physics, on reccomendation of My Advisor and was starting to rebuild my life. . . I am still going to keep on Truckin but My Dean @ CWRU told me she never knew anyone that got knocked down as much as I and still Springs Back up to try again.

I often wonder what I did in a past life to cause this kind of Karmaic Retribution. I think that I must have been very insensitive to peoples illnesses in a past life. So this life, it is my turn to experience the things that I had no respect for. That is the way it seems.

I do beleive G-d has a reason for everything, I just don't want to be away from my FurBabies.

Thanks for letting me tell you and pls pray for me.
I want the normal things in life, Health, my FurBabies, my Education'Career, my LifeMate and Children, MY TURN to do the things others always got to and I had to wait on.

I have had problems since I was born, my Twin Brother did not make it - he died within two hours of our birth.

I have plenty of Courage, Faith, Hope and will prevail esp. with the Prayers of others.

Pls. forgiveme when I am not here much.

Thank-you and Love you, each and every one of you.
Cyndie
I am sorry to hear that!
Hope it will resolve it self.

comfort handshake
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Mar 18, 2010 4:47 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
trish123
trish123trish123Macclesfield, Cheshire, England UK177 Threads 4 Polls 13,724 Posts
CjTenorSax: From: cjtenorsax
Sent: 3/17/2010 4:03:44 PM
Subject:negative news Monday and Today I got bad news, ( Just as I got back to school for the Semester), I suspect that this has actually been coming since last Fall. I have some internal bleeding in the Abdomen, Bladder or Kideys.

I am scheduled for a Abdominal CT this Friday. I also have shceduled for meeting with the top Urology/OB Gyns in Cleveland Clinic on April 6th for consultation and three other Bladder/kidney function tests as well as US, Nuclear and other tests, as needed.

Hopefully things will concur with my Infertility Specialist, also part of Cleveland Clinic that there is nothing wrong with my reproductive area and that it is a minor problem that can be handled easily.

Kidney problems run in my Mom's side of the Family and my Favorite Uncle, my Mom's Baby Brother, that my Parents raised, just died of Rare Renal Cell Cancer ~ 2-3 yrs ago.

Uncle Bud, was only ~ 11-12 years older than me so he was more like a Big Brother.

I have been away from my FurBabies since early yesterday and my dogs/cats/ rabbits are my Children. . . my BABIES and I don't care what anyone else thinks of that... They and their love, encouragement are the reasons I continue to try and keep trying.

This has been one shock after another, since Monday. I thought I was finally well and could finally have a life that has been more or less on hold since I was 22 yrs old - I pray I still do finally have one.

I have been Rock Wall climbing, beginning to get back in to running, Biking, Weight lifting etc,

Have changed my Major to Physics, on reccomendation of My Advisor and was starting to rebuild my life. . . I am still going to keep on Truckin but My Dean @ CWRU told me she never knew anyone that got knocked down as much as I and still Springs Back up to try again.

I often wonder what I did in a past life to cause this kind of Karmaic Retribution. I think that I must have been very insensitive to peoples illnesses in a past life. So this life, it is my turn to experience the things that I had no respect for. That is the way it seems.

I do beleive G-d has a reason for everything, I just don't want to be away from my FurBabies.

Thanks for letting me tell you and pls pray for me.
I want the normal things in life, Health, my FurBabies, my Education'Career, my LifeMate and Children, MY TURN to do the things others always got to and I had to wait on.

I have had problems since I was born, my Twin Brother did not make it - he died within two hours of our birth.

I have plenty of Courage, Faith, Hope and will prevail esp. with the Prayers of others.

Pls. forgiveme when I am not here much.

Thank-you and Love you, each and every one of you.
Cyndie


Im stuck for words Cyndie - Ill mail you later when Ive digested your words more........ hug bouquet
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Mar 18, 2010 4:47 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
Cyndie dear, keep courage! I am convinced you will go through this difficult time. You are in my thoughts.
You have many friends here who, like me, are sending you positive waves.
We love you. kiss
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Mar 18, 2010 5:13 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
GingerBe
GingerBeGingerBeDonegal, Ireland2 Threads 3,106 Posts
So sorry to hear about your illness Cyndie. You have been through much, but have always been able to get through it. You will this time too.

Just keep a clear picture of what you want things to be like, in your mind, and aim for it with all the resolution you usually display in other aspects of your life.

You deserve, and will have, all the support you need to make things right.hug bouquet teddybear
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Mar 18, 2010 6:39 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
goddess2009
goddess2009goddess2009Winnipeg, Manitoba Canada8 Threads 559 Posts
Sorry to hear about that...I hope you get better!!!!
rose rose hug rose rose
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Mar 18, 2010 9:35 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
summer_2009
summer_2009summer_2009Paradise Lost, Central Visayas Philippines7 Threads 1 Polls 230 Posts
Hi Cynd! I'll take a pause and pray for you for sure! Have FAITH..HE is the great healer!teddybear
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Mar 18, 2010 9:42 AM CST I need to share some negative news with you, which you would find out sooner or later.
sweetowen
sweetowensweetowenSomewhere, Pennsylvania USA289 Threads 5 Polls 8,850 Posts
Cj, you will be in my thoughts sweetie! I always live by the resolution, "Don't worry until there's really something to worry about." It's seemed to have gotten me by so far. Please keep us posted as to what you find out, OK? sad flower hug teddybear
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