Hurt ( Archived) (50)

I gotta tell ya, my last ex tore me to pieces... I was so deeply hurt by her I thought my whole world came to an end... between what she did to me emotionally, and my mother's death was the hardest time in my life I have ever had to go through.. There is no way to describe the pain I went through during that time, and it was so unexpected.. the part that hurt the worst was how she so easily broke it off with me.. without even a care... not going to go into to much detail about it... but that was the hardest time in my life I ever had to go through... I promise you I wouldn't wish that kind of pain on my worst enemy if I had one...

All I can say is it took me a long time before I started living again, and sometimes I still feel the pain of what she did to me, the scars will always be there I guess... but the day came when I realized that I had to do whatever it took to get past it no matter how bad I was still hurt..
I was laying in bed one morning and told myself she was not worth me being like this, so I picked myself up... started talking to friends.. put on a fake smile, and eventually the smile became real, I began to laugh again.. and just plain began to move on with my life even though it took all the strength I could muster..

I don't know the extent of your pain, but time really is the only thing besides support from your friends that can help you get through this..
With me it was my friends on CS that helped, because the rest of my friends outside of CS ran out on me when I needed them the most..

At least there is one thing for certian.. you can always come here and find friends that are willing to do whatever they can to help you get through this.. I hope that helps...