When I was awakened
on that Mother's Day night
to hear you were missing
I began praying you'd be alright
As I drove to the Lake
In the dark, alone and fast
I prayed you'd be safe
and be found at last
But as minutes turned into hours
and the day slowly went by
Our hopes and faith began to weaken
we were afraid. We didn't want you to die
Searchers and dogs had found
at the bottom of the lake your boat
Divers were called in, markers
and buoys were set afloat
Divers went down in pairs
to look for you
Now coming towards us
Oh God, No! please don't let it be true
It seems our 16 hours
of standing on shore
was coming to an end
Only there was so much more
We would all have to learn to live
without you here
without your laugh, smile and your love
without you always being near
Its been two months now
I have good moments and bad
I love you and miss you so much
the best brother I ever had
Comments (17)
I have no clever or soothing words of comfort that can adequately help to minimise the acute pain being felt by you and your family.
Losing a sibling of those tender years must be harrowing and painful beyond words. I hope you found writing this heartfelt poem to be a cathartic experience.
Kindest regards
Fellsman
Such a great loss. Your poem is a loving tribute to your brother's importance in your life and your love for him. In deepest sympathy!
My mom too, lost a brother in a boating accident when I was seven. We were there visiting my uncle and his small family on a lake in Alaska, boating and fishing when the boat hit a log that was in the water. The family fell in and being without a life jacket, somehow my uncle managed to get his family ashore since they had life jackets on. He did not have one on as there were e only four life jackets in the boat. After saving his family, he was too exhausted and slipped beneath the water. His body was found the next day. He's buried in a beautiful cemetary in Silverton, Colorado. His death has affected the family profoundly.
We may never know the "How's" and "Why's" of why life takes such steps as these.
May you find comfort in God's love and grace.
it does help to put it in writing!
Hang in there and don't lose sight of the fact that God knows the end from the beginning... His ways are not our ways and His thoughts are not our thoughts, but God is ALL KNOWING and NOTHING is outside of His knowledge or ability to turn from seemingly 'tragic' to 'incredibly beautiful'. Maybe not today or tomorrow.... but don't give up on what God may have in store for you as a result of this loss in your life.
Blessings to you for sharing such a beautifully written poem - expressing in such detail something so real and so painful.... so much so, that I'm willing to bet that I'm not the only one that's read it that feels like I too lost a brother!! Again...
Its so sad, but beautifully expressed and told.
I think you are a wonderful soul.
Many best wishes to you.
kickit.