it hurts inside
every breath i take is just another lie

the tears i make
slide down both cheeks but i refuse to break

my heart grows cold
worn down from all my pain i watch how it erodes

i slip away
i never want to wake up to face another day

life is cruel
even when you seem to follow all the rules

why do i stay
when there is no more trust so we must betray

i can't hold on
it's easy just to give up so why be so strong

it's time to go
never to be missed i thought my friends should know

no one cares
left behind in this world filled with tears

i close my eyes
just to open them once more and see the sky

life takes a soul
from birth we treat each other like we have no soul

no end in sight
not until we reach the end will we see the light

i just blacked out
a hundread pills right down my throat i'm dead can't shout!