Falling asleep dreaming of you in my mind. Holding onto a fantasy if only for a time. The dream can not be reality. For it is not to be there never will be a you and me. A life so different from one another a lavish life is what is for thee, but no mother or family for me. Yet i dream of a real life of an existence for more then meager rations. A life where you can see a real existence for YOU and ME.