Back into that rift i go of blackness as it pulls me down i don't fight i go with the emotion of letting go it seems to get darker, heavier. The deeper i go i try to think of anything I have done positive nothing comes to mind. Without a fight i let it still pull me into the muck deeper into hell waiting for it to overwhelm me. Waiting for my last breathe yet it does not come. Why have i not been pulled past no return. Where do i go from her? Please take me I am ready to go!! I LEAVE EVEYTHING better without me. Knowing i should of NEVER EXISTED. I never should of been here Take me home. What is my answer to my plea?