Existing no more

Dreaming of a tomorrow
just looking to today.
seeing all the
BLANKNESS
EMPTINESS
WITHIN
Waiting for
fulfillment
seeing only
nothingness ahead
wishing i could
blend into the
background and
just disappear.
For not a person
would miss me
not here.
Gone never
needing life
in me no more.
For another
could benefit
even more if
they could take
my place.If
they could exist
instead of me.
Saying bye to
the world forever
for the lord
has a place for
me with happiness
and joy.
Which i can
not find here
NO MORE.
Going home
forever more.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Posted: Feb 2012
About this poem:
Very depressed dealing with loss.

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steve1223
Loss is always depressing....you would be sadly missed by many

hug bouquet
adjhe
This is such a nice comment. Thank you
studecar
come on! you have chidren, do you honestly believe they would not miss you. I know what sadness is also, I lost my wife and it was rough, but you can't give up, you have to keep fighting. time will help but of course we will always miss the departed.
adjhe
This was written during a severe depressive state. I was always told by my foster parents and biological mother that i should not of existed, my birth was a mistake. I try really hard to never visit this place. There are times i just get stuck.
Redex
I hope you are lifted by some friendly comments on here for youteddybear
windyweatherly
adjhe, Go on and express them all adjhe, it is so empowering to let it all out until there is nothing left..I dare you...And then think of it right now where you are, I am sure is a better place and then glorify what you have become..One way or another, we all go through this and the beauty of it is? It can always get better. I know it will.teddybear teddybear teddybear bouquet bouquet
adjhe
Thanks for your comments they help me. I appreciate your time look forward to some new poetry i am currently writing. THANKSbanana
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