Dreaming of a tomorrow just looking to today. seeing all the BLANKNESS EMPTINESS WITHIN Waiting for fulfillment seeing only nothingness ahead wishing i could blend into the background and just disappear. For not a person would miss me not here. Gone never needing life in me no more. For another could benefit even more if they could take my place.If they could exist instead of me. Saying bye to the world forever for the lord has a place for me with happiness and joy. Which i can not find here NO MORE. Going home forever more.
come on! you have chidren, do you honestly believe they would not miss you. I know what sadness is also, I lost my wife and it was rough, but you can't give up, you have to keep fighting. time will help but of course we will always miss the departed.
This was written during a severe depressive state. I was always told by my foster parents and biological mother that i should not of existed, my birth was a mistake. I try really hard to never visit this place. There are times i just get stuck.
RedexNorthumberland, England UKFeb 28, 2012
I hope you are lifted by some friendly comments on here for you
windyweatherlySan Francisco, California USAFeb 28, 2012
adjhe, Go on and express them all adjhe, it is so empowering to let it all out until there is nothing left..I dare you...And then think of it right now where you are, I am sure is a better place and then glorify what you have become..One way or another, we all go through this and the beauty of it is? It can always get better. I know it will.
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