For my biological mother sent me to men to make money you see. That was the way it was back then for me. I was only a child of four or five yrs. but i remember it as if it was yesterday. She told me that was just the way it was always going to be for M E . The men they touched me in each and every place then they sent me on my way. No body cared that i cried my mother told me i never should of been B O R N i should of D I E D. She told me that from drunk blood shot eye. If i made a scene she would get real mean. She would beat on me for i was bother to her. I was a mistake from the begin to end. Now i know that was not true i was here and i was not going to just disappear.
poet i dealt with the feelings i thought but they keep lingering on and i can not seem to make them go away. I will be ok for days months even yrs then something triggers it. I can't seem to put the memorizes away forever.
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I will pray.
Windy
Rob