For all alone i stand here in a crowd of people. I feel no connection to anyone here. For maybe this is not where i am to be as a christian you see. For i feel that is what God is telling me. I need to follow his guidelines and his rules not my own. HE is my father HE is my redeemer HE saved me HE forgave me HE loves me unconditionally. Let him show you the way. Let him show you where you are to go so you belong there and our doing his will. If an uneasiness sets in then maybe you are walking in sin. Just take a breathe for this is a deep thought for you to think on.