I close my eyes and wonder in my mind to a man who wants me just as I am, one who I feel I can't live my life without, I can see him in my mind, I know him he has my soul, and I am existing until he finds me, if not in this life then in the next, for he is who my mind, body and soul crave. I am finding it hard to stay alive inside while I wait, and find I die a little with each let down, soon there will be nothing inside for him to find and I will return to the earth, to rest for a few hundred years and be forgotten as a far away star, remembered now and then as a ray of moonlight shines into the window..