My right arm is in abit of a mess at the moment and its kinda sore sometimes when i'm typing.. and tho it pains me having to keep a bit of a low profile, it pains me more if i don't.
Hi Ian i wanted to reply to this earlier but i didn't know what to say to stop you from feeling so sad
But anyways, my eldest daughter was round to me tonight and because shes still not married at 29 she was worrying will she ever but very quickly she said, if she doesnt at least it has a good side.. and i asked" and what is that..her reply was cause she wouldn't have to let her father down by asking her other father to walk her down the isle instead of him.
My ex husband is not my eldest daughters biological father, though he did bring her up as his own.. her dad chose to walk away from being her dad at her age of two just because me and him did not work out, but since she was 16 he came back into her life again and they have since a bit of a father/daughter relationship, yet if she ever walks down the isle she choices the father to give her away not by being the biological one anymore than the one she grew up and lived with.. in her eyes her real dad is NOT the one that walked away from her.
Just cause you allowed Lucy be adopted it doesn't mean you have to walk away from HER
You want to live a ripe old age... well you will if my prayers are heard but your daughter is only 8 ...so, stop sounding like a broken man thats already given up and too quickly and start acting like a caring father instead... she may love you all the more for it and who knows what rewards will be yours
sorry Soc, wrong name but of course i meant you i wasn't sure if the dignose of being mentally ill was your personal view or not. my thought is, in the begining they were not, but if it set in as the illness did, that i wouldn't know anything about. what i do know, through experience.. when i was a girl, i hated the thought of developing into a woman, infact i feared it.. so much so that when it started, i used to sleep belly down on the hard floor boards to stop it from happening..
so my thought is.. they were not mentally ill but perhaps lacking in adult lesson education or what ever you may call it
It doesn't matter what picture i put up, i never attract the right ones.. always and only the ones that make me wanna scream so maybe i should put up me screamish picture, which is..
PS, don't let your wee lad see that one otherwise the poor thing will have nightmares
Not going near the computer Tita could only be a good thing.. your moving house, good lord woman, i don't envy you that but i do hope all goes well for you
must say i did miss reading your posts/blogs... lordy me" i must have a soft side after all
So i noticed Ms Lee, but don't we all "talk BS that is.
My neighbour misses our other neighbour that moved away afew mths ago... and its not because she thought her someone special, but it was herself she thought special instead
Hey Tita, how good to see you hope you had a wonderful time away.
given your one of the wisest man here ... i appriciate Soc what your saying
negative is realistic.... positivity rests with dreamers, or hopefulls.. and hope is a nicely designed word to give to them that like to live in denial.
RE: What Else Would You Like For CS To Do...
Hi CrazyMy right arm is in abit of a mess at the moment and its kinda sore sometimes when i'm typing.. and tho it pains me having to keep a bit of a low profile, it pains me more if i don't.
So there you go and know, thats my only reason