chaotic emotions can be anxiety that shadows you like a black phantom of your ideas...I have made a painting" L'Angoisse le fantome de mes idees noires".
those emotions are try to avoid...in myself and in who surrounds me...
I try to be true one day at a time...to live in the moment and to be happy at the end of the day. Hoping that when the day comes I will have no regrets and know that my children will be taken care of or will be strong independant beings who stand on their own.
and I meant it as in not always easy to do either...but being honest is one fundamental that is in our thoughts daily...
in all decisions we do, honesty is what must rule our decisions...and lots of times, we learn that we are not always honest with ourselves. So then we learn and for myself I try to be truly honest the next time around in that same situation.
I had totally missread the name of the thread...didn't see it was about when we chat on the net...but I guess it does apply as well.
And I believe that astrology and zodiac etc... are sciences as it has many essences that coincide with each other...
The moon affects our mood and earth ect...why wouldn't the planets either? I know Mars causes me alot of headache ...Ahem...no seriously...I find there are some good facts that seem to proove themselves true.
I picked Gibs posts as some of it is some of what i would tell you.
Perhaps try to remember the wonderful things that you gained and perhpas he could even just not be ready...imagine how it is when you first meet someone and you are all about them.
sometimes having to talk about what is going on in the moment wether it be good or bad can be draining. Does not mean he does not want to share his happiness with you..I think if I were in a situation as such it would be because something good is going on and would hope my friends would understand. When he told you he had thought about you but not written to you he was being honest. As he could have simply brushed it off with a "I didn't have time and I knew you're computer was down excuse...."
This is affecting you too much...somehow you need to cry your 2 hours and then move on and face it full force..if not you will drag it and let it happen to you again.
You need to have more of a back bone Lorraine! come on...say it!
K time for "Gibs moment of tension release" exercise...here we go...
Fu*ck *ou Gibs! come on Lorraine one more time for him! Show me DA monEeeeeeeyyy!!
RE: if you could invent one thing what would it be
I have wondered many times about being able to leave like that and discover the deepest depth!nice one!