Still doesn't stop me from wanting to get to know more people...when I meet people I like to be true and not make them feel like I'm just on a fly-by....
Perhaps differences in experiences...done in? oh yes I have...but really who cares...life goes on...
*The longer term plan was for a delivery vehicle based on the engine that was being developed to power the second stage of the Al Abid satellite launcher. This vehicle would have had a payload chamber of 1.25 meter diameter and the capability to deliver a warhead of at least one ton to a range of almost 1,200 km. Practical work on this engine did not start until April 1989 and according to Iraq, this nuclear weapon delivery vehicle option would not have been complete until 1993 - two years after the first nuclear weapon was supposed to have been produced.*
Been tested...but has it been used?
And hmmm
* Although discounted as impracticable by Iraqis, it seems reasonable to suppose that the shorter term - crash programme - option was the attempt, stated to have been initiated in August/September 1990, to produce a derivative of the Al Hussein/Al Abbas missile designed to deliver a warhead of one tonne up to 650 km and to accommodate a nuclear package of 80 cm diameter. "...it says designed...accommodate...has it too? yikes...I'm scared to know how much of it they have in stock...
Now...what would it take to explode this whole earth...???
waoh...going off to dreamland now...ineed ...resssttt....
The problem that I seem to have noticed in the area I live is quite alarming if you ask me...seems like the war is not between french and english...but more between french and acadian...
For me being acadian is respecting the "Correct French as we know it" while respecting my acadian roots and culture as well as my acadian dialect. Having lived in so many places in the maritimes and having travelled around it makes me understand quite a variety of acadian dialects....
Having lived in many places where it was bilingual in Canada...two places I have been is where I have witnessed...Quebec(province and not the city) and here in nova scotia where I presently live.Some poeple around here call others.. the"french mafia" ...
And do you think those who call them those names are english spoken? ...rarely...
Is there a reason why one of you should have primary custody? I feel they should have both...I don't feel I can give much advice on this...
but the fact that he offered you everything for the girls makes me ... nevermind!...I mean what could be worth to you more then your girls? I'd tell him that he'd already given you enough as you have the most beautiful children! And as Pucks said...to take a hike!
I hope this turns out positive for you all...make a research on the internet...there is lots of great information out there...and I'm sure you can take something good from the support of your friends here. Stay strong Wikked we love you much around here!
and supporting and respecting and not being selfish sometimes...can be called little white lies...so so so many three little dots in this...just ain't worth saying more then that I think.
I hate to say this...but I do feel that way too Wikked...I guess it's normal I feel that way...
Lately I have wondered...how do you make someone without children understand?
I am finding it soooo challenging and I think if this relationship does not work out, I will be" more " open to a future possibility of life with another single parent.
I want to keep the parenting to my own and I am finding it difficult making my partner understand certain aspects of it. I feel the need to advance slowly as I feel that this person is inexperienced and hasn't had that many relationships. Everything is almost a task at some moments...
I do feel that the children are mine and mine only. I come with a package; but the package to me is a responsability to understand the lifestyle that a parent has.
Perhaps I think I will stop here as I would not make anyone think I am unhappy. On contrary I try to communicate daily with him my feelings, that way I am true to myself and to him as well.
He is fully aware that he has entered a relationship with a woman who has children...too many men take and find blame on that. And I'm sure some single fathers have experienced the same as well.
My first duty to myself is to be a true mother to my children.
"If" The day he feels he is not good enough for me, and that he can never make me happy and that I always make him feel less...that day will have been longcoming...to end the relationship.
RE: Asking for prayers....
I am just getting to this thread now and I am happy for you both!Wish you both lots of happy moments! and Enjoy!