i'm good thanks marss. Don't let people put you down that much, that you question yourself. I've been there, thought i was going loopy, well loopier than i already am. I was in a domestic violence relationship, as in mind games. I thought it was me, am i too fat, too ugly. I know who i am and am happy with me, if no-one else likes me, well tough titties, their problem. So if you are happy with yourself, don't let others make you feel less.
I've never been married, but he thought the grass was greener, but since has found out i'm nicer, so guess what, he made his bed, now he can lie in it.
Looks like mostly, as in what i have seen on here of late, but then they just may not interested in the looks and personality of other races. I think as long as they treat you right and are good people whats the problem.
Your friends you have aren't true friends, because if they were, they would be your friend through thick and thin. There are plenty of acquaintances, but not true friends. I have found some men, try to find out what you have as in(house and money). You are right they are greedy, instead of looking for friendship, they are looking for money.
RE: mars needs women...
Think he's offffffffffffffffffff with the fairies.