I don't thin GOD hates us..but I THINK HE TESTS our patience,whants to see how much we can handle,and although he's thrown alot my way,he's never given me more than I CAN HANDLE.
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY no desire to convince anybody on my opinion of A God.
I did once meet a man..I kinda like what he had,he has a peace about him I so wanted.....so I emulated him. I DID THE THINGS HE DID to try to get a bit of what he has.
But to die to the past..you have to face your past..and sometimes that includes some grieving,,and it's ok...to grieve..IT IS OK.iT WILL help you get rid of the baggage.
Hate is to resent..and I DON'T LET ANYBODY live in my head rent free. Waste of time. Hate...I'd say no. Are there certain behaviours I SEVERELY dislike in others..yes.
I'd rather not believe I'm God..I do believe in my own personal God though..(My God),and there was a time when I put other things first in front of my God,and therefore..lost my God.
Like at the gym I GO TO...they reserve only a small section of the gym for POWERLIFTERS. The owners say its for business purposes because they want to attract a certain clientele..
Total nonmsense..I joke about it with the boys sometimes..I mean..it doesn't look good when you're squatting 10 times the amount of the CEO of a certain company and his lady friends...did it once to piss him off...and he went crying to the owner..
RE: God
I once wrote it down on a piece of paper,my perception of what GOD id..STUCK IT in my pocket..and volia..I have God with me all day.