scary somtimes. hope you find help for your problem soon, not sleeping will actually make the problem worse, but can relate. feel free to mail me if you would like to talk more privately.
i've had this disorder for years. am on meds and have tried everything to keep myself safe. i am currently sporting a second degree burn from my elbow to my armpit. the result of an episode last week, woke up covered in tomatoe sauce that i had heated god knows how long.
i'm healing nicely thank you looking back it's kind of funny i woke up i agony in bed covered in a substance that at first glance looked like blood, this stuff was everywhere. i looked like a scene from the sopranos, if they'd a better sense of the absurd they might have done it on the show. did some first-aid put down a blanket over the whole mess and went right back to sleep.
been doin the unconscious stroll for so long i could write a book of tales such as this
a problematic negative person has been palgueing me for a year, (not here, in real life) just called and backed out of the relationship. brought me all my stuff, and left without the slightest scene. i'm so relieved can't wait for tomorrow
i quit drinking cause i stink at it, i think i became aware of this at about age 4o. oddly enough, unlike most, being grown and knowledgable i started smoking at about the same age 40.
i enjoy cigs or i wouldn't smoke. i'm also addicted to them so i'm not particularly objective. i like the smell when they are fresh. i like the feeling of something akin to satisfaction that they provide(though temporary). it's relaxing to know i have 7 full minutes to finish tht cig before moving on to my next project.
i'm really a dog person stuck in cat person apartment. fortunately my cat is very dog-like does tricks and is overly affectionate( for a cat). she fills my need to nurture and is actually alot less real trouble than a dog.
i feel strongly the victory garden is the best way to get organized crime out of the marijuana industry. decriminalization would open up alot of space in the correctional facilities so we could keep violent offenders off the streets. if there are drugs involved in a violent crime let the violence be the impetus for imprisonment. and while they're at it throw out 3 strike rule for non-violent lifestyle related offenses.
thanks all! your suggestions are very helpful. i won't be such a shy baby next time. you all are hitting the nail on the head.
as i read in another forum (i think i'm quoting you cuspomagic) women like confident men, i'm sure that works both ways. keep the suggestions coming and thanks again.
it seems i've forgotten how to flirt. tonight i was out listening to music, i noticed a man looking at me all evening. i realized after i got home i had shot him the "look". you know the one "i came here alone and that's the way i want it".
so how do i lose that non-apporachable look? what do i say to start a conversation?
mikey makes a good point. i'm way too old for you so i feel i can speak freely. first you're a good lookin guy don't let that part be a concern. your profile is rather sparse, so it's hard to get much of a clue about you from that, perhaps you could share a little more jt information. also i have noticed that on CS you are best recognized and better noticed if you take the time to read blogs or take polls, then comment. often people i'd never meet otherwise find commmon ground in this forum. there are plenty of fish in the tippiecanoe you need to improve your lure.
good luck don't give up. lafayette is the festival capital of indiana, folks are always in a good and social mood for these things. get out and join the fun.
by the way 30 is the perfect age to get serious about women.
it's the dead of winter and it's colder than usual. i usually despise winter but this is heinous. even my bird feeders are abandoned more often than not. the glare from the snow is really gettin on my nerves. i decided it would be interesting to hear if anyone else has a maddening case of cabin fever.
all apologies to winter enthusiasts, i'm just not one of you.
so before you say it, yes i'm grateful i have a roof over my head and internet access and all these nice distractions.
and the hole in your heart can only be filled by opening it further still.
a few years ago i was the lucky beloved. we met online, despite some distance issues we visted eachother often. we spoke nightly on the phone for hours about nothing and everything. he fully understood me, appreciated me, respected and honored me. his family embraced me and thanked me for bringing his smile back. it was the best of times with the best of men.
in one of our last conversations he thanked me for having made the past year a 10. we looked forward to july when he would retire and we would be together. on June 23d he was found dead of a massive coronary, laying on his couch his dog and guitar by his side. a band mate found him the next evening and his position was so natural it was assumed he was asleep.
i know he hated hospitals, was never ill, and would have loved the speedy uncomplicated way his life ended.
his daughter called me rightaway, bless her in all her pain. the funeral was the best i'd ever attended. the music was all originals my jim had written and recorded. in repose he still made me smile, we had talked about how stupid it was to put suits and glasses on dead people. his glasses were in the pocket of his flannel shirt. they laid him beside the son he'd lost in a car wreck and i thought it was sweet to have them side by side at least in this plane.
i do mourn jim and he will always be in my heart but he taught me things. that there are people so wonderful you must risk the pain of loss to share the joy. that i am worthy and will find this kind of happiness again if i can be brave. and that it is worth it. it's all worth it.
my dear, the fates have been more kind than they appear. you still poccess the ring, your freedom to continue searching, and tickets to exchange or use.
seems this girl really managed to get deep in your soul, i'm sure the void is very painful. i'd definitely take the trip i'm sure you need a vacation and a new view to regain your prespective.
my greatest dilemma: to honor my promise to care for my elderly mom. or take personal responsiblity for my own happiness and move on. they are, it seems mutually exclusive, few men are willing to accept that i can do both, perhaps they are right.
i found my mr perfect online, and a longterm relationship was all he was interested in. we started as friends and were soon inseparable. sadly his life was too short term, he died age 60. yup it's sad and life sucked for awhile, but he taught me there are good men out there and he taught me how to recieve love.
notice i'm online looking again for that good man and i know he's out there looking for me too.
so my answer would be yes i believe it can happen right here when the right two people meet.
from your profile you sounds like a real catch don't give up. she's out there looking for you right now.
wow i thought i had a good one but that is by far the noblest aspiration.
my thought for all those people wishing they could win the lottery so they could help others, good for you. but you don't have to be rich to help, donate blood if you're lucky enough to be well. donate hair to locks for love. save your aluminum tabs for ronald mcdonald house. bring a bag of dog or cat food to the local aspca. every little act makes a big impact.
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RE: The Ultimate "FLIRT" thread
there's a classic