A while back I had the weirdest dream featuring Kurt Cobain. I'm not saying this dream has any divine or religious meaning but here goes. I realize that some people say they had some "divine dream" involving Kurt so people can get attention. I swear this is not the case. This is the dream as I best remember it.
So in the dream I had just died (again I repeat this isn't religious it's just what happened.) You know how they say when you die your life flashes before your eyes? Well I was in this small room and the walls were a dull brown color with a bench in the middle. Kurt was sitting on one end of the bench. There are these two screens one on each side of the room. Kurt is watching his life on one screen. In this dream you have to watch every minute of your life so it isn't like you watch it in really fast motion. I sit down and watch my life on my screen. I watch it for a bit and then I say to Kurt "Hey you're Kurt Cobain." He just turns around and looks at me giving me this look like he wants to say "who the hell are you?" and looks back at the screen. I resume watching my life. I attempt at talking to him again and he seems more responsive. I don't remember what I talked to him about but after a while we each resume watching our lives. After that I woke up and the dream was done.
Very seldom do I have dreams that I remember but this one is definitely a memorable one. I had this dream a while back, like a couple months or so ago. I am a Nirvana fan and I own most of their albums. If it wasn't for Cobain's fondness of bands like R.E.M, the Pixies, Flipper, the Vaselines, the Meat Puppets, Neil Young, or the Wipers I would've listened to them but not really given them much of a chance. So what I am trying to say is that through a band like Nirvana I have found other bands that I like. People will probably call me crazy and say I'm disrespecting Cobain. I in no way mean to imply that.
Back in the 80s there was a game that came out for the Nintendo called Castlevania. Does anyone remember this game? I love most of the Castlevania games. The theme song is catchy too. I have it stuck in my head. I have played most of them. I guess some don't like Castlevania 2 Simon's Quest though. I wonder if there are games similar to Castlevania out there.
Sometimes I think I am trying too hard to find that special someone. My friend tells me I should just stop looking and wait for that someone to show up. I don't mean to totally disregard what my friend says. I'm just too impatient to do that. Besides I think I might have some hope. I started talking to this girl and maybe she's interested in me. She started a conversation with me and that says something. You know? I mean I just got to know her and it's not like I'm going to ask her out right away.
This may sound weird to compare myself to this character in this movie. Have any of you seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? In some ways I can relate to the character Joel and how he says if a woman says "hi" to him that he thinks she might be interested in him. Maybe a lot of guys are like that.
I was thinking of asking her to the dance and see what she says. If hse says "no thanks I already have a boyfriend" well then that's that. I'll just have to go look somewhere else.
There's a girl I really like. She's in my lyric writing class. Here's the problem, I found her MySpace and it says she's In a Relationship. That's a bummer. I was hoping that maybe she hasn't updated her status in a while but I don't know how likely that is. I am not surprised though. She's so pretty that I would surprised if she wasn't. I guess. Sometimes I think I am looking too hard. It doesn't mean I can't be friends with her. I was planning on asking her to go with me to the Halloween dance but I can't now if she has a boyfriend.
All this and then "So, do you think I should get the car to a mechanic, or should I buy some parts from the local auto parts dealer and repair it myself?"
Favorite NES game from the 80s
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