The thread is about home, not a mental state per se. If you restrict home to only the brain, there will be no home when the synapses stop. But there will always be someone who has to take car of your belongings after you die. I have had do take care of several homes. As such I was a home destroyer. Oh the tails I can tell about inheritance and the conflicts about someones home.
I have probably some letters connected to my personality. As a small child I rather read or run to the woods then play with other kids. I could read and write at age 5. Ten years old I rather have discussions with adults and studied many things to know everything.
I'm not normal in that I never feel fear. even in the worst situations I am calm and calculating. I also have a high tolerance to pain. Maybe it's my high percenrtence of Neanderthal genes.
I want to move to better climate. Far south of Sweden maybe wwould work. But I am honestly tired of Swedish people mentaly! Even more so after latest 2 years.
In the past I was looking for someone to come to my country, now I am looking to move to another country. Today finally someone seams to buy my properties so soon I can move.
I have no expectations. Come what may. Beggars can not be choosy. The grass is greener on the other side. Life is full of surprises. I worry in the coffin. I will get a hundred virgins in heaven, so why care in this life. Why only one relationship Why have one in the first place. So many choices so little time.
No it was the counsellor that pointed out that it needs to be two that put some effort into the relationship. She just focused on work and let me be the mother of our child.
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RE: Going Home - What is Home?
She could have set me right then. Start a new thread about the spiritual home and what powers it.