Poetryman64 Poetry (10)

Things will go wrong from time to time
Those you love will cross the line
You will lose the things you love so much
Yes, sometime lose that loving touch

Just believe, that’s all you need to do
Just believe that God is stood by you
Just believe and never ever give in
Just believe you can and you will win

The sun will shine once more on you
The lies will fade; you’ll see what’s true
Pain will ease and time will heal
Once again you will see what’s real

Just believe, that’s all you need to do
Just believe that God is stood by you
Just believe and never ever give in
Just believe you can and you will win

Love will find you once again
The bad will leave, the good remain
Your heart will beat with joy once more
Find the things worth fighting for

Just believe, that’s all you need to do
Just believe that God is stood by you
Just believe and never ever give in
Just believe you can and you will win

Black Friday, well what can i really say.
It's a bargain, the price humanity does pay.
Kicking and punching to save a penny or two.
Augments a plenty, in the disorderly queue.

It's mine, i got my hands on it first.
You son of a b*tch is then often cursed.
A world full of luxury, yet many have nothing.
While those that want more, their pockets they're stuffing.

A materialistic money grabbing idea was born.
While in reality it's the demise of morals we mourn.
It's not the needy that's rushing to get what they need.
It's the greedy and their addiction they must feed.

So my thoughts on this whole black Friday deal.
There are no savings that to me will appeal.
Just another tear i shall cry for our human race.
As yet again our behaviour is a total disgrace.

I hope all you wealthy business men are happy at last.
For the shadow on humanity you have greedily cast.
More money in your pockets, more shares in the bank.
For the death of another day, we all know who to thank.

The loneliness hits hard some days
Can be reawakened so many ways
We live to love and love to live
For all we receive and all we give

A balance between two souls who live as one
Until that day when it’s all over and gone
Then loneliness comes home once again
When of two souls, just one does remain

To try to learn to live as one once more
To find a future of a path that’s unsure
Wandering aimlessly from day to day
For a sign of hope we so often pray

We were not born to just live as one
When all in love in pairs it is done
We search in hope for a mate for life
Give our all to our husband or wife

Then once more we find ourselves alone
Even missing the times that they moan
It fills your days, and darkens your night
The loneliness without your leading light

To rise again is a battle of your own mind
Searching so deep for what you might find
A friend, a lover or whatever you may need
To help you make the tide of loneliness recede

But is it love, or just a desire not to be so alone
Would we be happier if we weren't on our own
If you had loved them, and the love walked away
Will you ever be able to love another some day

Loneliness plays such horrible tricks on your mind
Trying to convince you, your true love you can’t find
Each time you think maybe this could work out OK
Along comes past memories and ruins your day

A thought of a future where happiness will thrive
Where once again a smile makes you feel alive
Never to be lonely or ever feeling left out again
Fall asleep whispering your sweethearts name

Here I sit all crisp and sweet
Just waiting for our lips to meet
To feel you as you savour my juice
I know you’ll let my flavour loose

Sip me slowly and I will please
Your every sense I will tease
Flavour that will blow your mind
A new experience you’ll find

Lift me up and drink me dry
As you empty me I know you’ll sigh
Your fingers around my stem entwine
I so long to be your glass of wine

Some days just don’t feel right inside
These days I just want to sit and hide
I can feel so high and then so low
These days my weakness does show

Everything’s fine there’s nothing that’s changed
These days I find hard to do what’s arranged
The sun has come up and I’m wearing a smile
These days that I can’t go the extra mile

No cross words have been spoken to me
These days that it’s darkness that I see
No plans have been changed, it’s all looking good
These days that I really can’t do what I should

So why does my mood change, why feel sad
These days that I so often wish I never had
Is it just me, do I think the wrong things
Theses days that its sadness my mind brings

Can sometimes go weeks without a single bad day
Then once again it’s just one of these days I will say
Not down or depressed just not feeling my best
These days that just seems like an attitude test

But if I turn it around and look the other way
These days that I’m happy with whatever they say
The rain is pouring down, no one looks happy at all
These days that I’m smiling on top of my wall

Swings and roundabouts I suppose is what it’s about
These days that I’m happy and for love I will shout
Never knowing which way any day could turn
These days to get used to I really must learn

We all look for answers to the questions we don't know.
Trying to find out in which direction we should go.
Looking for something that we feel we must need.
Trying to find compassion amongst all the greed.
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Living in limbo but not really living at all.
Sharing our heartache on this very wall.
So many lost souls, searching for one thing.
Each one of us hoping some joy it will bring.
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We carry the scars that many others never see.
Memories of a past that we are longing to set free.
Smile for the camera for it can not see deep inside.
Behind the world web, it's so easy to just hide.
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We write what we feel, but do we feel what we write.
Or are we constantley keeping ourselves from the light.
Post pictures and quotes that reflect our past life.
Yet with each little reminder, we are deepening the knife.
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We are so reluctant to just let all our pain go.
This circle of emotions is all that we seem to know.
Quotes reinforcing what we want love to feel like.
Bitchy one liners that tell an ex to go take a hike.
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But now lets be honest, is it really the right way.
If we love unconditionally are these words right to say.
Does forgiveness really allow us to throw dirt.
Or is it more honest to say, yes we still bloody hurt.
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Letting go is the trick, we all know it is right.
No peace or love will be found during a fight.
To be happy inside, we must let anger go.
Forgive all past pain and let love start to grow.
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Nothing will change what has already been and gone.
It's not them but us, that need to switch life back on.
A decision to smile is one only we ourselves make.
To get angry for their actions, is our biggest mistake.
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Life may not be the way that you or i had planned.
But we must take responsibility for the anger we fanned.
Forgive your mistakes and forgive all they have done.
Then once again you will feel the warmth of the sun.
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Trust me my friend, these words i myself need to learn.
For i too have a happiness for which i now yearn.
So join me my friends in changing our ways.
Lets, let it all go and have some new happy days.

Hello Mum, I’m sorry I haven’t written for a while
So much has happened since I last saw your smile
I’ve grown up a lot, and learnt some lessons too
I’ll tell you about them now, in this letter to you

I’ve been married thrice since the day you went away
Divorced thrice too, I can just imagine what you’d say
I know I’ve made mistakes, I bet you’ve often cried
But for all my short comings, I know I never lied

Four beautiful children, I wish you could have met
You’re memory they all know, I doubt they will forget
I talk about you often, oh the funny stories I have told
The memories so wondrous, they’re a pleasure to hold

I started writing and of that you might be very shocked
Found the creative key, and my mind was then unlocked
The love that you had taught me, floods out in my words
Sets my mind so free, when I’m soaring wild with the birds

I hope that Dads behaving since he came to be with you
He missed you so much, but then that you already knew
I know that you are watching me, from so far above
I still feel you beside me, and the strength of your love

Miss you more than words can say, but love you even more
For in my heart you still live, in many memories I adore
Well I think it’s time to say goodbye, wish you all the best
I love you Mum for always, I hope you enjoy your rest

Just what the hell should we do when we get life back
When will finally get into the light, and out of the black
We live our lives around a life that had restraints
So often for years, we just do it without complaints

One day, just out of the blue, we are single once more
We should be happy, but what to do, I’m just not sure
I don’t want to party, but I don’t want sit an get old
Just not used to knowing that I have no one to hold

Yeah life must go on, and I will not sit and cry
And I promise myself to stop asking God why
So a life that is mine, to just do as I want to
Plan my days around me and Hope, is what I’ll do

Be happy for me, and all that I know I have still got
It doesn’t even mater if the anniversary is forgot
Live life every day, and enjoy every minute as mine
I got the best deal, I got custody of the wine

Life after divorce, oh what a funny thing to say
How things change so quick, when loves gone away
But no hate, no regrets for the years that we had
For the time spent together I’ll always be glad

Why do we blame ourselves, when others cause us pain
We try our very best; when to them it’s just a game
Try to fix the faults, when really there’s no cure
We give everything we’ve got, and then a little more

Sometimes we need to learn, that it is time to walk away
Say thank you for the memories, there’s nothing more to say
You can not fix what’s broken, if it never should have been
We were blinded by the passion, the truth was never seen

Don’t blame yourself no more, put all doubts from your mind
Although you may always love them, a new love you will find
People will always come and go, from your life and mine
Sometimes we just have to learn, just when to call it time

Another lesson learned, and more wisdom we have learnt
Yes and it’s probably true to say, another bridge we burnt
But as we travel on our way, with all the ups and downs
Would you rather see the smiles, or live with all the frowns

You can not change the future, by trying to bring it from the past
And you can not heal the scars, until forgiveness has been cast
Don’t sit there with your anger; it won’t ever fix your heart
Just remember all the good times, you had back at the start

If you loved them at the start, then you must still really care
So why just hurt yourself, with all the anger that you bare
Life will not stop moving, just because we want it too
We might as well accept it, and move on to something new

When all around is dark, no light to show the way
No strength left to fight, you can’t face another day
We fall down on our knees, the tears start to flow
Slip into our own world, the fears start to grow

We look at what we had, not what we have got
Falling further down, happy memories are forgot
No joy to be found in anything that we see
Just a heartfelt longing to set our feelings free

In the darkness of this life, we all so often dwell
Sitting all alone and to no one our feelings tell
How could they understand what we go through?
The whole world is against us; well we think it’s true

But then a little light will shine upon our mind
A new path to walk, we shall all so often find
The darkness isn’t nice, but it doesn’t last forever
We’ve all been there before, we can help each other

So next time when it’s dark and no light do you see
Come cry upon my shoulder, set your feelings free
No shame in shedding tears, no mater what the pain
Lets all stand together, so we can all walk tall again