arenn Poetry (15)

Sun set the day that door closed
strength faded,
the love's lost
the light,
energy he brought
taken away,
hidden down all

Darkness covered the horizon
time of rest from long day gone
quite a relief just for few
yet real solitude for one

While away for quite some time
silence and thoughts left behind
even it seemed so later
he's back,
certainly sooner..

Clouds dropped rain the door closed
cold wind touched me
as it blows
something I wished without end
failed and hindered by the rain

For others,
it's refreshing
day's long heat met its ending
plants and dried soil freshened
but for me, it’s like an end

even time seemed so later
rain stops, definitely sooner..
When one door closes, whispered
by an angel opens another.

Oh sunrise,
life’s beginning
after the long night’s passing.
Rainbow,
after rain’s falling,
morning wakes you smiling.

It’s when it feels exciting
never knew where you’re heading
whatever your life may bring
it’s you who’s free to imagine.

Flowers,
butterflies, paintings
colours, clouds and birds singing
sky, sunlight,
hymn of the wind
soar, fly with your angel wings!

It’s really where hope begins
daybreak awaited ever since
a fresh start for your being
brand new love is what it brings.

Now you’re away and you are gone
words left unsaid and left undone
leaving this question on my mind
like no ending between us, why?

I didn’t even dream of you
and never even imagined you
coming to my life, in deed it’s you
but then you’re gone, it made me blue.

You surround me now no longer
but I still feel you everywhere
and yet I just don’t see you
i miss you yet I couldn’t touch you.

The memories keep flashing on my mind
make you not to be forgotten by my eyes
how long should it take please tell me why
why you should not be forgotten in time?

I’ve got to move on with my life
deal with my future, got to try
what future has for me, got to find
and live it alone, as left behind.

Alone and silent, what do you have for me
by yourself, what do you do to forget me
you’ve not forgotten me at all, have you?
yet a part of me’s still within you.

You’re trying to handle it but you can’t
you’re trying to forget like a man
you are worse than me that can’t forget
you’re unfair, how selfish can you get?

Tell me that I’m wrong, that I’m stupid
tell me that I’m a fool, that I’m hopeless
tell me love is a lie, that it’s only death
for only death could lead me where to forget.

Cuts, in the sky like lightning
in no direction
it’s breaking
In my abyss,
pain it’s leaving
Cry of thunder I’m suppressing.

Each time,
some times, how often,
How often be sometimes then?
Through the eyes,
from my heart
tears drop
Confession of a pure love’s extract..

What heaven is a perfect place on earth
away from all odds of my life since birth

from fear of being sole and incomplete
Paradise, I wandered to inhabit

away from danger of any defeat
yet, where I surrender from head to feet

from all questions of unknown that I ask
where intangibles linger on my touch

from stress and fatigue of long day’s work
yet, where I restlessly be absorbed

from restrictions of being free to act
even I sleep naked likely matters not

from heat or cold of changing weather
where warmth and breath smelled into the air

from dreams, hoping when awake, do come true
where flesh and blood provide comfort anew

from searching not knowing when to stop
where your caressing stokes sculpt the art

from nothing, to have someone's soul and heart
where your chest is the only nest of hatch

away from no where I refuge shelter
beneath your skin and arms barely as cover

and from others against serenity
when You is where I ever wanted to be.

Love knows only love
it doesn't know hatred, nor anger
it doesn't believe jealousy, nor pride
it rejects evil and accepts goodness
it doesn't support disputes but understanding
and love denies oblivion and sadness

Love has a life
and it doesn't want to die
if it does,
it would not belong to anyone forever
Though calm and humble,
love is immortal
and always been strong

Love resides in a heart
and it stays young,
it searches for the other love
in another heart

Once love found the other one
they synchronize as one,
dwelling in two hearts
that's the purpose of love why it is present.

Once they have known each other
they become much stronger and controller
they are unstoppable and undeniable
they give us more power to feel

Letting go is hard
and dif'cult
for love will be impaired
and otherwise it will die

it becomes ill and weak
for love is not capable of forgetting and loneliness

should love has to let go
it goes to an extent,
we call it "sacrifice"
it sacrifices its own life..

Letting go is never a reason for love why it exists.

When I’m gone

don’t want you to think

that you can’t

coz you can.



When I’m gone

don’t want you

to wonder why

coz love’s passed me by.



When I’m gone

don’t want you to ask

where am I

myself, I’ve got to find.



Love like the wind, comes

footprints in the sand,

sand in your hand

when I’m gone.

We are not supposed to fall in love
nor love each other but we did..
Now love is all set.

We are not supposed to fall in love
nor love each other but we did..
Now love has ended.

We are not supposed to fall in love
nor love each other but we did..
Now you are gone.

We are not supposed to fall in love
nor love each other but we did..
Now i love you still.

May the wind from where i think of you
blow directly wherever you are
and send these kiss and message of love
unendingly coming from my heart..

Do i have to say you are special
does it matter not being said at all?
i believe you had known me all these days
with what i had come even in smallest ways.

But the day you were born is dif'rent
this day is yours, your soul is being sent
regardless of how old a celebrant can be
young at heart, on his day he will always be.

On your very day many will remember you
friends, family, and your love-ones too
it doesn't matter if this day you may forget me
i'll do the same on my birthday too hihihi.. (",)

Kidding aside, i want you to be happy
in good return of being a great one to me
greeting you a 'happy birthday' won't be enough
if only you could touch what i''m saving in my heart..

Forever is the trust that is field with understanding
forever is the love that is true and undemanding
forever is the friendship that can stand the test of time
forever and a birthday, for you this poem of mine.

What if wishes, all really do come true
what birthday wish will i have for you
will my wish be the same with yours?
yet, i wanted it to be what you wish the most.

Don't say you love me
now that my face is still winsome
and my frame bears its grace

Don't show signs of certainty
when friends still lighten my days
and they seemed to like my ways

Don't swear you'll stay
when my heart holds high hopes
and no tears yet upon my eyes

But dare to say you love me
now that i have nothing
not even hope to lend or spare..

Yes, dare to stay forever when no one else would!

You can’t hold onto it forever
You have tried enough, even harder
To discharge from what you’d gone through
There’s always this feeling like it won’t go

It takes time..

No matter how hard
You wanted to have moved on
And got rid of it fastly
You can’t force yourself to do that so easily

It takes time..

You have to be calm and patient
Cool and kind, humble and silent
Being fresh anew, you have to be
From simplicity and humility

Simply in silence for a while,
A life you’ve got to live
Like asleep,
Hearing no sound, only of the clock’s tick
Like a baby,
Dealing with his surrounding innocently without a word
Like a candle light in the darkness of night
Yet only the moon and stars help illuminate its world

Coping up with time,
You’ve got to learn
Time helps the heart to patiently mend
Wounds will be healed within your silence
Time heals,
The virtue is your patience.