dreamwolf5264 Poetry (124)

Sometimes I have all these crazy thoughts
I don't know if its me or not
I feel so alone no ones by my side
It feels way worse than if I died

Downward downward the spiral goes
There is no end to these lonesome woes
Just when you think it all has stopped
You scream so loud until your ears just pop

No one no one wants me around
They dropped me in the lost and found
Who really cares if I exsist
I hold the blade to both my wrists

Lost and lonely I choose to stay
I hope my luck will change today
But I know it wont cause I'm the same
Its me that is and I'm to blame

Tell me tell me is there more than this
I dream of you and then that kiss
Alone again who cares anymore
To share a dance out on the floor

Show me show me what I can do
Make me part of life with you
How'd cool it be to play the part
When someone calls you there sweetheart

I wished for you on this lonely night
Please tell me if the feelings right
I can't go on alone no more
I'm so lost and lonely right to the core

Silence silence it rules my brain
When I write these words of lonely pain
It takes you to a haunting place
Where there are eyes but no ones face

When I found your poem I read it all
The words you chose just made me ball
Words of pain from a brokenheart
From you these words just tear me apart

It hurts to read a heart in pain
You must have loved her to cause this strain
The house of passion that you both have built
She left you with all the weight and guilt

I cried
I cried
I cried for days
I feel so lost I feel so dazed
It hurts to know she put you through this
These words you write hit hard as a fist
You've got me now and you know I'll stay
Lets turn the page and begin the day

You feel
You feel
You feel so alone
Sometimes its hard to change a somber tone
When your loves been used out on a loan
True love is tough and it never lets go
It grabs you firmly and leaves you to grow

I cant
I cant
I cant let her go
I was so in love you know you know
Put down your pen and open your eyes
I'm here for you and thats no lie
Drop your gaurd and just let me in
Kiss me softly taste my skin

You...with the heart thats lonely
You...just get to know me
You...your love just show me
You...now you own me

Maybe if our hearts could control our brains
We could wipe out all the lonliness
Along with all the aches and pains

Maybe if our hearts had eyes with a smile
We could learn to love a little more
Instead of putting every person on trial

Maybe if our hearts had a reason to live
Helping each other in so many creative ways
We could change mankind and teach them to give

Maybe if our hearts could think out of the box
We could do away with corruption and greed
Teach our investors not to inflate our stocks

Maybe if our hearts could rule our thoughts
We could solve our idiotic differences
Put an end to the innocent being shot

Maybe if our hearts could never be sold
We could find the cure for all diseases
Instead of dying before we are old

Maybe if our hearts could enter the light
We could all be living on the same page
And put an end to this endless fight

Maybe if our hearts were an open book
We could do away with all our dark secrets
And not question every move and every look

Maybe if our hearts could sing out loud
We could feel like we make a difference
And not just blend in with the crowd

Maybe if our hearts were worn on our sleeve
How great lifes potential really could be
When your lover says its you! i can't believe

Im so glad we met
But you're nothing special to look at
I say the things that come to mind
Hope you have no problem with that

You don't have a chance in hell
What girl would want you
Sorry dude but you're a mess
Just chew on that before I spew

Im sorry for being so blunt
But you're way to nice
She will be so bored with you
She'll leave you without thinking twice

You must be dreaming man!
A guy with a kind and caring heart
Where the hell have you been
You're never gonna find your sweetheart

You don't have the looks
You don't have the brains
Once she figures that out
She'll know your to lame

Suck it up cause Im all you've got
The inner beauty you seek doesn't exsist
Stop writing down every word that I say
Know wonder why you've never been kissed

Just give it up your such a waste
You think that you're gonna find love
You're gonna need more help than that
Make an appointment with the man above

Tell him you're ugly
Tell him you're a disgrace
Tell him you're worthless
Tell him you're human waste

I feel great aren't you glad we've met
Go on and put up you're profile
Lets see what response you get
I bet you it takes awhile

I admit you are quite different
I'd love to see her reaction
When she views all your pics
And says theres no attraction

You have a wonderful heart
Your words will make her cry
She might be more than happy
To latch on to this pathetic guy!

Walking through an empty house
Every year seems the same
There is no story to tell
Cause nothing will change

To get involved with someone
Takes way too much time
What will the outcome be
Will they be mine!

Each year this day will come
What will they say?
I guess I'm just to ugly
I'm the one that pays

Cupids aim is always amiss
His arrows seem to fall short
Leaving me alone in the dark
Mission a failure I must abort

Love finds many so easily
But not so for me
No roses to give on this day
I guess its never meant to be

I'm so tired of searching
I'm sure you must be too
For so many others like us
We're left with tears feeling blue

I really hate this blissful day
Watching lovers embrace in a kiss
Always looking from the outside in
The image of two people in total bliss

Have you ever wondered whens it my turn
I guess I'm getting way too old
This huge heart of mine awaits you
Could you please jump start my soul

Shoot me cupid! where have you been
I suffer from a condition called N.E.A.D.
Not-enough-attention-disorder
Aim for my heart I beg and I plead

Love will find you thats what they say
Just keep glancing behind you
For eyes that stay fixed
Tear down my wall kick out these bricks!

Cross my heart and hope to die
If you ever cross me please tell me why
I've searched for you you know that its true
I never thought I could find a girl like you

Been so alone for way too long
I thought I was invincible I thought I was strong
But I fell in love when I arrived at your place
I almost lost my emotions when I touched your face

It hurts to see you can you stay for awhile
When I'm away from you I just miss your smile
I can't believe you make me feel this way
If I beg you enough will you please just stay

Hold me tightly like you never loved before
Don't you ever let me go cause I need some more
Squeeze me tight don't be afraid or against
I want my love to be fulfilling and so intense

Lets make our kiss long and last for eternity
Will I be the only girl in your life will you remember me
You made me cry girl but thats okay
When I wake up next to you you're all I need today

Cross my heart and hope to die
I hope you don't mind a guy thats a little shy
I'm meant for you and your meant for me
Can I take you out tonight will you dance with me

I never thought true love could feel this way
Lets take our shoes off at the beach its time to play
Its just you and me don't ever leave me alone
You're my heart and soul your the best I've known

I wrote these words to show my feelings for you
Cause I don't want you to forget how much I really love you
Take my hand and everything will be alright
Come to bed with me I just wanna hold you tonight

Cross my heart and hope to die
You really changed my life and thats no lie
Valentines comes only once per year
But its the heart thats in you that I really hold dear!

I saw her standing in a field
Filled with tall grass and weeds
She said she'd been dying from a brokenheart disease

She said hey you there or whoever
Don't fall in love don't you ever
Theres nothing real about it its just a tease

Just go about your way
I don't need you here to stay
You have no idea of what is going on

I'm so tired of trying
So sick of always crying
My eyes are swollen shut from being abused

I gently gave her my warm hand
Told her I've been such a lonely man
I would treat you like you've never seen before

With a warm and gentle sigh
She began to open her eyes
It was like a bright light from the heavens above

I will take you as you are
Will you be my burning star
Let me be the cure for your terminal disease

She said when you hold me in your arms
Will you be my lucky charm
Please promise me you'll never leave today

Just your intrest in my heart
A new begining a new start
Your all I'll be thinking of every single day

I'll be the warmth the laughter
All the love that you're after
You'll be singing in the shower everyday

We will see some ups and downs
But I'll always stick around
You can count on me to be by your side

To be unwanted and unheard
Lifes to short its so absured
We really only get what we give

Theres no better feeling that you get
When two people in love have finally met
The power can't be measured its too immense

I have a dream that I can share
I knew it then so long ago
Always treat your neighbor with tender loving care
Just look at the big picture
Put away the anger and your fears

I have a dream I'd like to share
Open your heart and you will know
Extinguish all your horrors love is everywhere
You control what matters
Always full of love and not despair

I have a dream its in the air
Like life we know can't stop the flow
Won't accept your sorrow put away your tears
Can't wait to see tommorrow
Hold true to you whats dear

I have a dream where we can go
A place where theres no hatred
There only loves allowed to grow
Beneath the clear cool waters
Where even times not allowed to flow

I have a dream to stop the show
We will have no need
From the fear of hell below
You can walk on top of water
Just use your tippy toes

I have a dream as pure as snow
White flakes fill the skies
As cold wind begins to blow
A warm candle lights the night
A cozy feeling we all love and know

I have a dream and endless dream
Where all in this together
We all work as a team
We'll solve every single problem
Its not as bad as it seems

I have a dream my heart just gleams
Bright moonshine in my window
Place my hand inside the beam
I hear the screaming kettle
Time for hot coco topped with cream

I have a dream my self esteem
If you wanna go just let me know
I'll take you there I want you there
Just say please I'll put your mind at ease
Its about love with nothing but heaven above!

The sun don't shine
Another soul left behind
Thought you were mine
You hurt me all of the time

I'm just a mistake
Was I more than you could take
Are you just fake
Leave me here dying in heartbreak

Darkness clouds your lies
Up and left no good byes
Can't figure out why
I did my part but you didn't try

I thought you'd change
But that word makes you more insane
Can't take this pain
My head explodes and your to blame

Out in the cold
You made your move and that was bold
A piece of mold
My heart turns green I've been sold

No remorse at all
I don't exsist thats your call
Can't break this fall
When I hit will you still stand tall

Trapped in your game
Like a pawn I'm used to entertain
What will you gain
When did you turn out the flame

It's all a dream
Real enough to me it seems
I start to scream
Yell out things that are so mean

Dumped from a cliff
Been dead so long am I still stiff
Just need a lift
To be the bow on someones gift!

I thought I never needed anyone in my life
But that was way before I met you
You shook me up you danced with me
You twirled me around turned me into someone new

A dreamer meets a dream who's got the world at her feet
You really got me falling for you
Your confidence is something that I don't understand
I guess I haven't the slightest clue

I've always been the one to look and turn away
You taught me about those two words 'can do'
You've got the zest you give new meaning to the word intense
The skies the limit and your favorite colour is blue

Your smile lights up the sunset puts warmth in my heart
For me the wait has been long overdue
I hope I put a sparkle in your dark brown eyes
Can't think of spending another momment without you

Life without you I think I would rather much die
Yes its extreme but you know I'm true
So take my words and take me back out on the floor
I wanna spend all my time dancing with you!

Shake off all your worries and throw away your fears
My hands are stuck to you like glue
I've never danced this close to a girl before
But thank you for making me feel so alive and brand new!

When I write down these words
Does anyone really care
I let out all my emotions
And all of my fears

But thats just me
I'm a prisoner in my mind
Growing so tired of waiting
Clock ticking what a grind

So silent so cold
Feel the frost covering my nose
Theres still something thats missing
Her warm smile my rose

Still standing here alone
Watching the merry-go-round
Sometimes I wish I was a kid
So I could stop feeling so down

But thats just me
Where do I press to start over
Find her in a field of dreams
Amongst the rose colored clovers

At the end of this rainbow
You can keep your pot of gold
It has no meaning to me
When you grow tired and old

A soft voice to come home to
The smell of love in the air
How I've always wondered
Embraced by the arms that care

A heart without love
Such a huge empty space
Without you inside of it
Another man gone to waste

But thats just me
Waiting for her to come along
A rose with perfect pedals
Why do I feel this is wrong

Still dreaming and always scheming
Why do I waste so much time
Almost the top of the hour
Another minute to another chime

Put away this book of fears
Open up a chapter thats new
Let her shine a light in your eyes
Bring back the life thats in you

Let that voice in my head
Tell me what I should do
When she shines the light on
It means lifes meant for two!

I just want an angel
One that lies in my bed
I just want to touch her
Run my fingers across her head

I want her to notice
When I'm not around
If I had all her strength
To pull myself out of the ground

I want her to be there
With a tear in her eye
I want her to see me
Have my smile make her cry

I just want an angel
One that wont fly away
One thats my only love
One thats here to stay

I want her to notice
That she's a beautiful girl
I want to make her feel special
She's all I've got in this world

She floats like a feather
As she drifts through the sky
She lifts up my spirits
Makes me forget I wanna die

I wake the next morning
She's nowhere to be found
Where the hell is my angel
She left without a sound

Has this all been a dream
Left me heartbroken instead
This had to be real
I remember everything she said

I just want my angel
So I can kiss her forhead
I just want her forever
So I can stop thinking I'm dead!