dreamwolf5264 Poetry (124)

my energy my love my obsession for her was too much
i chased her away in all my desperate attempts
i just couldn't backaway and leave things be
amazing me the romantic the listener-what went wrong?

me! i went wrong i forced her to love me now not later
it takes time for two people to really learn about each other
but i would not wait any longer so i forced the issue
it all goes back to being so desperate with my head in the clouds

writing poems was my way of getting her quick attention
how wrong i was! it backfired making her more and more furious
she warned me several times but i ignored her completely
the things i said the things i wrote burned her up inside

to her boiling point she finally exploded now blocked and deleted
my reason for coming to this site everyday has now vanished
the only thing left is a girl filled with hate and disgust
with her finger pointing right at me!i lost her forever

did i learn anything from this?yes a very valuable lesson
how nice it would be if we all had a do-over button
in this life it doesn't work that way you get one chance
to all of you out here looking for love or friendship

start slow and go with the flow don't be so desperate
don't hurt him or her with sharp words that bite!
let time take its course like a smooth flowing river
to the girl in that faraway place you know who you are
i'm really truely sorry for causing you so much agony and pain.

There afraid of you

There scared of life

There nervous to commit

There hopeless and timid

There excuses are lame

There on this site

There purpose what purpose

Are they real are they?

There feelings what feelings

There name is fake

There motivation to hurt

There are many here

There filled with lies

There honesty doesn't exsist

There pain is severe

There heart is cold

There smile is false

There not your friend

There is no end!

Its time to go and leave this place
Its time to die to numb to even cry
No one wants you so just go away
You're just a waste and you know it
Why do you keep trying no ones listening

Just give up no one will miss you
What you think being nice will earn you points
You think they care how you feel
You're nothing to them only a doormat
Your worthless and pitiful life means nothing

You're not from here don't you get it!
The tears you shed are meaningless to others
Just get over it and go away for good
What you're still here?you screwed that up too!
When you're gone no one will care-get it!

We're nothing we're all nothing remember this
You think you're real! you're not! we're all fake
The wasted time we use each other cause its fun
It makes no difference when you're already dead
You're life has no life you've been used

What you think they care about you-ha!
You're life is a deli now go pick a number
Join the rest of us as we dig our graves
We all live in hatered filth and mistrust
Just go away and fall into your hole
My words of death...my life that you stole!

When its not what we want and you're to blame!
(We erase them)
What we don't understand and to cruel to forgive!
(We erase them)
When we feel we're the judge and jury too!
(We erase them)
Filled with pure anger we must get revenge!
(We erase them)
In a world ruled by hate lets add more joy!
(We erase them)
When we've been hurt its so easy to leave!
(We erase them)
Like a blackboard with chaulk we're all so mean!
(We erase them)
When things don't go smooth and hate feels so right!
(We erase them)
When we disagree with a friends thoughts and actions!
(We erase them)
To unfriend someone for the pain they've caused!
(We erase them)
What a world this would be if everyone hit delete!
(We erase them)
We've turned life into buildings we all can be blocked!
(We earse them)
Love is our keyboards the mouse is your trap!
(We erase them)
You worthless piece of trash get out of my life!
(We erase them)
When we know that we're perfect and they are not!
(We erase them)
When all they do is make the same mistakes!
(We erase them)
When a dear friend turns your life into tears!
(We erase them)
I'll never speak to you or talk to you again!
(We erase them)
I'll have my happiness when you're in your grave!
(We erase them)
Our clocks are ticking we better change our fate!
(We erase them)
Learn to love learn to forgive learn to cherish before
(We erase them)
Oh dear god! could you please do me a favor!
(could you erase them)
I'm very tired now and disgusted as well by years end..
(WE WILL ALL BE ERASED!)

Theres so much pain in my thoughts
Like a freight train running off its tracks
Too many days and years feeling so lonely
My tears are the things that will always own me

Is there any way to break this spell of heartache
Why reach out for the next failure and heartbreak
This hurt I feel is too deep to release
If I end it now there will be no peace

Have you ever felt like you wanted to scream
From the same old faces and the same old scene
You say to yourself theres no way out!
The path I chose has sold me out!

It goes on and on but still you remain
You thought you were wanted to them you're a stain
Pour on the pain I can take more flack
This train keeps churning and I'm still on track!

What else do you have instore for me
Just spit it right out how bad can it be
I'm so numb with pain its my state of mind
Meet my cousin frank..his last name is stein!

Where are you going are you running away
Please share in my pain from now til next may
I knew I was different a very long time ago
When others would whisper thats him!! oh no!!

You are the one I love
This message I send comes from high above
I'm here when things get too tough
I'll guide you through when you have had enough
I'm here for you cause I care
You can't see me but i am always there

Like the warm winds that blow right here in heaven
My pains and my sins that I have are forgiven
The joy that I feel is what I call living
Have faith and believe cause belief is believing
Theres no need for grief cause there is no grieving
This place you can stay cause theres no need for leaving

You are the one I call
Please share your gift and laughter with us all
Lifes to short to waste your time
In dark holes drinking whiskey beer and wine
Gods gift is in your hand
Use this to show others that you're the man!

Like the warm winds that blow right here in heaven
A billion lights and theres no end or begining
In life we lose just to get to the winning
We're caught in the swirl as the world keeps spinning
If we all knew life is all about the giving
So for now take care son and just worry about living

it hurts inside
every breath i take is just another lie

the tears i make
slide down both cheeks but i refuse to break

my heart grows cold
worn down from all my pain i watch how it erodes

i slip away
i never want to wake up to face another day

life is cruel
even when you seem to follow all the rules

why do i stay
when there is no more trust so we must betray

i can't hold on
it's easy just to give up so why be so strong

it's time to go
never to be missed i thought my friends should know

no one cares
left behind in this world filled with tears

i close my eyes
just to open them once more and see the sky

life takes a soul
from birth we treat each other like we have no soul

no end in sight
not until we reach the end will we see the light

i just blacked out
a hundread pills right down my throat i'm dead can't shout!

You're not from this world
The things that you say
The words that you choose
I've never met anyone
That even resembles you

Your words are kind
With a smile so grand
Filled with fun and laughter
You bring joy to all
But you can't be real

What makes you tick?
You're to good to be true
Tell me the truth-who are you?
You write beautiful poems
But you seem so sad

I sense there's a problem
You keep this deep within
Are you waiting for her
You can wait a lifetime
And she'll never show

But you'll wait until the end
You're not from this world
You listen to no one
Only that voice in your head
Just to be by her side

Your loyalty is commendable
She's just too far away
But that wont stop you
A heart longing for desire
Your language is music

But you're never out of tune
You just want her to notice
You're the man of her dreams
You feel so damn empty
Everyday seems the same

But I can never give up
This world really needs me
Maybe the stars we see at night
Are our hearts in clever disguise
Each filled with brilliant light

We all have the potential
So jump out of your box
Put aside your fear and let them say
I never met anyone quite like you
You're not from this world!!!

You are my evening star
I often think and wonder where you are
You live so very far
Please tell me I'm your only shooting star

Well it's all just a dream
But I still do believe it
I inhale the air but hurts just to breathe it
Countless hours I wait to perceive it
It's heavens show and I still can't believe it
(CHORUS)
Your gentle light touches everything
To me you're awe-inspiring
Your gentle light just shines on and on
On and on and...
Your gentle ways of touching me
Is why you're mine til eternity
Your gentle light reflects who you are

Can I play you some soft guitar
And listen to my repertoire
Don't leave me and go too far
For it's you I want my brilliant superstar!

Well you came rushing in like a whirlwind from heaven
The time stopped dead at quarter past eleven
I knew right then you were sent from the heavens
This is not a dream and my star is god-given!
(CHORUS)
Your gentle light touches everything
To me you're awe-inspiring
Your gentle light just shines on and on
On and on and...
Your gentle ways of touching me
Is why you're mine til eternity
Your gentle light reflects who you are

Why are you so scared of me
My mind keeps haunting your eyes
Tell me the reason you're still with me
Your hard to read your my mystery

Why do I feel that somethings wrong
I feel out of place and I don't belong
Voices moan from deep inside of me
For a moment there are tears in my eyes

Held in your arms I remember a song
I look into your eyes and I'm lost forever
Will you promise to stay with me
Gaze into my eyes while kissing my hand

I'll cherish each moment when I'm with you
Erase the curse thats always been with me
When I hear your voice I'll close my eyes
On your magic carpet for a mystery ride

You don't have to be scared of me
Not all lifes problems are a mystery
Why do we hurt the ones that we love
It comes down to trust and thats enough

Take me away or take me with you
You can't leave now theres so much to do
I know you're sincere but I really must go
Tell them my message that you already know!

So tired so empty
Always so empty
No feelings no life
Wrong words wrong mistakes
Whats wrong with me
Whats wrong with you

Just leave me be you don't care
You never did you never will
Your life your world we're not the same
You laugh I cry why?
What's wrong with this picture
How did this all happen

Why do I say the things I do
These words surface from a tortured heart
Cold winds swirl from inside my mind
Time stops in this empty world
This place is where I never belonged
The pain I feel swallows me forever

Give me the strength that I now need
To change my path to make me believe
Show me a reason I mean so much
Write me a song that will blow my mind
Release my thoughts on this endless breeze
Now I laugh as I drift in the wind

The one's that know me say I'm special
I'm no different than any of you
My thoughts may scare you-don't be afraid
We all are human and have these emotions

I've learned to accept this so called life
It will never be perfect-so don't change it
I will never have anyone and I accept that
It's my fate it's my path my destiny is written

Embrace what you have-others only dream
I share my mind it's my gift to you
Words laid out on paper for the world to see
The horrors and triumphs spelled in poetic form

I never thought I could love until she arrived
How people change over time but I never do
Why does pure love abandon you
When you need it the most

There is no answer there is no love
In this modern world you're just a button
On someone's keyboard with the word delete
Look how easy it is to extinguish there exsistance

My actions and thoughts speak to so many
In this world of smart phones-are we smart?
Let's shut all these things off and just talk
There's no device that can replace a genuine friendship