Shortstack_15 Poetry (18)

If only You knew,
What I meant when I said
“I love you”
From my heart it is true.

When all goes wrong,
And my life is amok,
Its you I turn to,
And get unstuck.

If only You knew.
If only.
If only your heart ached,
The way mine aches for You.

I watch You place your heart,
Into the hands of another,
Breaking me, to feel my heart smother
Inside, I fall apart.

Each night I yearn,
That someday, You will love me in return
Even if it makes me Cry,
I will love you until I die.

If only You knew,
That I love You.
If only,
If only You knew

Feeling your breath on my skin
Temptation is burning within

Every touch you make
Feeds this desire I want to partake

You gently lay me down,
To floor falls my gown

My naked body before your eyes,
I begin to feel the heat rise.

Aiming at all my sensual spots,
The focus is sure to make me hot.

Upon my breasts your lips find land,
I pull you closer with every demand

As my nipples harden with your tongue tease
Causes me to beg for more please!

The pleasure so intense, it’s a dizzy mood,
As my head spins, gaining altitude

I’ve lost all control, and need you now
Love me, show me how.

I feel you enter into the warm wetness you’ve created,
Our movements in sync, for this is the moment we’ve waited

I pull you deep within, firmly held tight inside,
Such a pleasure cannot be denied

I feel myself beginning to let go,
An explosion of satisfaction is about to blow

I hold on, and pull you closer yet,
Till finally both our gratifications are met.

Leaving our bodies shaking and weak
We lay together content, no need to speak.

A life is broken,
Lived by words unspoken

Tears and blood left to stain,
This soul plagued to pain

A victim once, a victim twice,
When will love Suffice?

No happiness left to ignite
For a life has been broken tonight.

Coated in Brown Fuzz
There's just something Kiwi does!
The sweet taste that's held within
Every Bit is like a sin
It's kinda hard to explain
It's like backwards rain
Every bite makes me so light headed
The wait to have another bite is dreaded.
My stomach spins out of control
Almost sending me on a death toll
It's a dizzy mood,
AS my head gains altitude.
Filling my stomach with a sweet pleasure
Taking it to a new measure.
Every bit even more divine.
Shocking me up and down my spine.

All these years, she tried to love that man,
Even after the hurt began
But all he ever gave her was the back of his hand.

No more beatings to be denied
No more bruises makeup cant hide.
No more broken promises to abide.

All this time love was wrong
Something real and true is what she longs.
In tender arms is where this damaged heart belongs

Hidden behind this mask I wear
Unknown to everyone out there
Peering through a different pair of eyes
Hidding all my scars and Lies
See Me through the tears I've cried
With Angel Eyes look deep inside
And Find that the promise is true
I"ll never go back to the day before You.

-There's a place within me
That's drowning inside
From all the tears I don't cry
For all that I've denied.

There's a place within me
where reflections of fear
are diminished and concealed
Almost gone, almost here.

There's a place within me
Deep inside my soul
Storming like crazy
beyond my control

When the sun's
Light finally appears
Resurrecting the laughter
that Used to be here
I'm filled with
Contentment
Exuberance
Animation
Ambition
Delight
Life
And I carry on until
the last ray is beyond my sight.

(I) Once an Innocent Child,
Even through the Pain I smiled.
Hidden behind the mask I wore,
tears of hurt would pour.
Through years of secrets and Lies, I grieved,
For those nearest me are deceived.

Pain is the truth I've come to know,
As I surrendered, I let go.
Tears of Blood are those I cry,
Stained by scars I cannot deny.
My attempt to escape this pain within,
Is now etched evermore in my skin.

See me through this mask I wear,
forgive me for these scars I bear.
I need you know, Like I needed you then,
To help me back on my feet again.
Turn my stumbling blocks into stepping stones,
Because I cannot do this on my (own)

Life is Random
A Journey of Wonder,
I was once lost,
but now I'm Found.
What was once a delicate matter,
is within my reach.
Under the influence of;
The competitive Edge,
I Will meet the Future

These Scars I confess,
Are cut deep in my flesh.
Heal these wounds of Mine.
With the love of Yours that's so divine.
I need you now, Like I needed you then
To help me back on my feet again.
Only You and You alone,
can save me from these Lies I've known.

The only truth I have found,
Is the hurt I feel deep down.
The pain I've endured because of him,
lingers like a heavy sin.
As the tears fall behind the mask I wear,
the scars become the truth I bear.
I'm bleeding for a remedy,
In attempt to remove this pain and memory.

The miles that separate you from me,
are far too many while you're gone at sea.
Time appears to be broken, as the days get long.
I refuse the tears I fight, trying to remain strong.
Eagerly awaiting the day your ship will berth,
When these empty arms (of mine) will embrace you for all it's worth.