Swan87 Poetry (176)

I keep on calling your name
In the darkness of shame
Hear me out screamin'
I'm calling out your name
Won't you feel my pain?
Between the letters I say
Now are you feeling the same?

Chorus:
I won't go away now,,
I'll just stand right here and ask you how
How did you freeze your heart and put me into doubt
Why would you break all the vows?
Should I forget the love that we once found?
Guess I'll walk away alone now ..

I'm smiling..
I don't wanna show the tears inside of me
I'll keep it secretly; I'll turn my face away
Cuz I'm dying..
I know for sure, that there's no cure
For what I feel , the reason still unknown

Chorus:
I won't go away now,,
I'll just stand right here and ask you how
How did you freeze your heart and put me into doubt
Why would you break all the vows?
Should I forget the love that we once found?
Guess I'll walk away alone now

Take me away..
To another day..
Anywhere but here..
Take me away..
Something so strange.
So cold indeed ..
You're not here with me ..
Everywhere is like a freeze
And the silence is so loud ..
My tears are to the ground..
I'm hollow now ..
Forgive me ..am going down ..

Course:
Feel my pain and my sorrow
Hold me in like there's no tomorrow
Cry the tears of my shame ..
We're standin' here under the rain ..
Wishin' if we have love to follow


Close your eyes and go away
I don't want to be hurt again
Hearin' you sayin' the goodbye
Make my heart fall apart
Someday you'll miss me like crazy
Someday you'll say I was the one
But what's the use when your over !
Over the things we used to love ..

Course:
Feel my pain and my sorrow
Hold me in like there's no tomorrow
Cry the tears of my shame ..
We're standin' here under the rain ..
Wishin' if we have love to follow

Can you hear the word I love you
Beatin' out of my heart
Can you reply and say I do
No I wont hear something like that ..

Course:
Feel my pain and my sorrow
Hold me in like there's no tomorrow
Cry the tears of my shame ..
We're standin' here under the rain ..
Wishin' if we have love to follow

I'll burn every photograph.. We had
Cuz I don't wanna see your face again
And your smile, that drives me mad
All of your feelings were so fake

Was it real, was it just a bad dream
I thought of you..
While I was crying to sleep

Chorus:
Why do I love you, when you hurt me so bad?
Why do I care, why to be sad
You were not the only guy I had
But I fall for you , I fall so hard
So why... to cry
I guess you can't answer me ..
right now


I'll lay in the dark
Holding my heart
I'll cry for you
Cuz we're apart
And if it's okay
I'll hold you in my sleep
And I'll start to weep

But why... To cry
You'll never answer me ..
Right now …

You Hold me and say goodbye
And I stand here askin' why
You close your eyes and say
I'll remember you somehow
Forget me..
I wont be coming back..

Read my eyes again
They'll tell you the same
I'll always be loving you ..
Everything reminds me of you ..
But ..Far away ..
You still far away ..

I need your soul in here
But your words are not so clear
Cuz I am cryin' for you
Won't you hold me in so near?
Remember ..once
we were meant to be ..

Fly away ..
But get back again ..
Who else should I be waiting for ..
You’re the one who toke my soul
Forever ..
My all is for you ..

What Am I fighting for?
Something still unknown
Voices keep on tellin' me
Everything was meant to be
Should I keep on holdin' on?

Course:
I wanna feel free
Without you I'm still weak
Cuz I can't breathe
Without you near
And I just wanna be
Someone's else ..not me
Without you I'm still weak
It's not right but I'm not free
Still I can't believe
Someone like you can hurts someone like me

Honey I've been seeing
You and her kissing
And though it's me who's dying
I still wish you happiness

Course:
I wanna feel free
Without you I'm still weak
Cuz I can't breathe
Without you near
And I just wanna be
Someone not me
Without you I'm still weak
It's not right but I'm not free
Still I can't believe
Someone like you hurts someone like me

Bring up my tears and you never cry
I've removed your fears and you've let me die
Do I have to wonder for the rest of my life?
Should I stop holdin' on for this lie?
And why am I askin' why?

Course:
Close that window...I feel so cold
I can't just breath in.. he is not that close ..
And wherever I feel a lone..
Wherever I go..
He's all around me but he never spoke

Let me see you smile under the rain
I know my heart will cry..But it's okay
As long as you're callin' out my name
I will feel so safe..
I'll hear you singin' the songs..
You've always sang for me..


Course:
Close that window. I feel so cold
I can't just breath in.. he is not that close ..
And wherever I feel a lone..
Wherever I go..
He's all around me but he never spoke



Should I fight the well of saying goodbye
Or will surrender will I live this lie ..
My heart is broken now , I need some cure
Don't you come back to me , but just love me like before ..

It's too late for you to walk right back in
In this heart of mine ..
It's so hard to let go of things ..
Things I know I'll lose in time ..
Would you stay here for a while ..
Would you give our love a chance !!
I guess I'll never have your love again !!

Course
Now would you dance with me .. the last dance above the moon light ..
Could you hold me in your arms..hold me close before the end of this night ..
Cuz am about to leave you ..and your about to say goodbye
And while am in your arms I'll start to cry
Then I'll look at you and I'll show that I'll smile
Cuz I want you to see that I'll be alright without you ..
Hold me again ..to our last dance for me and you ..

Feelin' sorry but what to do..
Earsin' the past of you..
And I'll never cry again..
I swear it's cuz I don’t wanna feel this pain...
Just watch me walk away
I have nothing more to say

Course
Now would you dance with me .. the last dance above the moon light ..
Could you hold me in your arms. hold me close before the end of this night ..
Cuz am about to leave you ..and your about to say goodbye
And while am in your arms I'll start to cry..
Then I'll look at you and show this smile ..
Cuz I want you to see that I'll be alright .
Hold me again ..to our last dance together


Catch my hand .. move your feet
Try to dance within this beat
Our love is gone
We'll be so a lone ..
But just forget it and dance along ..with me ..
Ohhh with me ..

Do you think by goin away ..
You're killin' me
Do you think that I'll ever care
And you is what I need
Sorry.. I am not for you anymore
And to be honest more..
I've closed that door

Course:
Don't you come beggin' me..you wanna be with me
Don't you try to shade a tear, cuz baby I don’t believe
Wont you stop..Holdin' me ..I am proud from top to feet ..
Don't you call me .. don't you say that ..you'll never leave …Ohhh..

Can't you see .. can't you hear
I'm tellin' you go a head
I don't wanna stay for years ..
With you I've survived a thousand miles
And now it's time for me to smile
Don't you know now am so a live ..

Course:
Don't you come beggin' me. you wanna be with me
Don't you try to shade a tear , cuz baby I don’t believe
Wont you stop ..holdin' me ..I am proud from top to feet ..
Don't you call me .. don't you say that ..you'll never leave …Ohhh..

Enough is enough ..baby ..
Do you call this love ..baby ..
Just go home to her …
I'll never ever think of you ..baby ..