Swan87 Poetry (176)

When you want someone so bad
You try to hold on And never look back ..
And Cuz You love them so much ..
You never get enough
of the laughs
of the memories
of the times we cried ..!

And I admit it ..I made you leave
I broke the rules , sent you away from me
Wanted you so much that i was blind to see
I've lost you cuz of Too much Jealousy
You were looking for peace
And I gave you all kinda drama
You were looking for the future
And I was lost in karma

And Im sorry .. I made you leave
I broke your heart .. and im the one to bleed
Wanted you so much , now you're sick of me
Our love was killed by Jealousy

One Last Tear
One Last fear
That u would come back no more
One last scream
One last dream
Im still looking up to that door
You May return , you may forget !
God Only Knows

One Last beleive
That wont ever change
You're forever in my heart
One Last Cry
For our days
Something wont get u out of my mind

One Last word for me to say
I loved you all along
One Last kiss before you go
Same as we used to kiss before

Still looking up at that door
One Day ,, You may come back home ..

I lost time
I lost hope
What's going on now ..
Where to go !?

Stuck in the days , where u used to love me deep
Better than ever , I used to be
Stuck in the storm , of our lost memories
All whats left of you and me

This pain wont heal
Untill I hold you near
What happened to me
Eyes full of tears
And a Hurt that wont go away
untill I hold you near
Till than , i wont breath

It's not the same touch I used to feel
Nothing in your eyes when you look at me
All the words , seams unreal
Time is frozen , feels like years
We're face to face ,
The place is full of memories

I tried to run away
Dont wanna hear you say
It's time , to let go
It's time , to leave home
I've hold you in my arms
Tried to close my eyes
It's just a nightmare ,I said ..
That's not you , you've changed ..
And That's not me .. Im Dead !

Late at night ..
I keep on remembring your eyes
From the Day we met ..
Till we said Goodbye
No one else .. Can make smile like you ..
I remember when ... you said : I Love you !

Im Living for you
While you're Living ,, for her !
Why in the world Im Loving you !??
I've told you once , no , i Told you twise
Leave ,, before you hurt me so Deep ..
You made me fall for more
As you walked out of the door
Im living for our love
And you're living for , who knows !
You broke my heart and more ..
Cuz nothing kills me more than to watch you go ..
But im not the spare parts ..Im so original
I can never be ,, your other woman !

And what if I shade a tear tonight
As the rain is falling down ..
When the memories have no mercy
And our pictures seams so blury ..
How Can I stop me , I have to cry !

It's the same place we first met
Drinking coffee all by myself ..
Thinking ,, Did you mean everything you said !
It's time to close down the shop ..
And im still setting , tears wont stop ..
The Coffe kept so cold
My love wasn't enough to keep you warm ..

There is nothing like your Goodbye
Kept me wondering , how will i survive
You've always told me not to cry
But you are the reason why ..
You've let me down ..
When you used to tell me ..
We shouldn't fall ..
We better get hight with love !
Where all the love has gone !
Simply , There's nothing like your Goodbye !

Hold on
Just be what you are
In My heart
Is where you belong

Im home
Im the shelter from the storm
No matter where you go
You wont find a woman that warm

So Hold On ..
Just come back
You're goin in the wrong road ..
While I'm your only world

Believe it or not
Somewhere you gonna stop
And you'd be so lost
Cuz im not holdin on .. to .. your hand
That's when u gonna come back ..

Cuz Im home
Im the shelter from the storm
No matter where you go
You wont find a woman that warm

Love Can't be the same
Without morals
Love aint only a feelin' ..
It's something we can't touch
But it is somethin' we believe in ..
" Tomorrow " you said
Tomorrow we'll talk about it !!
Boy , I got no time to waste
I gotta release you & me

It's the final Goodbye
We're standing face to face
I can't look at your eyes
I might lose my faith
Don't touch my hand
Cuz I'll never understand
Why would one night with her
Destroy everything we had
She means nothing to you
But what You did ..
Means everything to me

If I told you what's on my mind
Would you hold me tight
Without you
This life seams so hard
Next To me , But you're still so far

It's only a matter of time
Sooner or later .. You'll be mine
I'll try to hold on to this wish
And pray for your eyes
I've loved you without a reason
Don't Ask me Why ..
Now would you wipe the red tears
That I've Always Cried ?

Wanting me back
Oh , no
It's you Again !
You think im Easy
Playing pretend !
Well i got some news
For ya , My Friend !
This time is Over
It's the end

If you catch my hand ,I'll catch yours not
Try to kiss me And I'll push you away
Say that you love me , I'll hear you not
Somehow you'll finaly understand the pain

Prayed for God & for you
Loved you with all of my soul
But ,
This is the way it goes
It's over now for sure
I've finished every tear for you
I'm loving only my soul
This is how I roll

I loved you more than i should

Everytime I see this look
When you look all over my face
Like you're kissing me
Without Touching
And your eyes are moving so fast
wanna capture every detail of this place
Every moment counts now
Seams like everything is ending
Or fallin' down
Like those tears , I see
Wanna feel me before
You go out of this door
Only one word can describe
This Look in your Eyes

It's Only Goodbye

Becareful of what you're wishing for
You may end up loving me
And i would be only closing that door
Life goes in such mysterious way
You hurt me once
And I can hurt You even more !
Cuz you never know
When your luck is right by your side
Or is it just your sweetest enemy
Hopefully this lesson will tell you
I am who I am ..
I raise up when the rain fall down
I hold on to so many scars in this heart
But i'll always wear my crown
I'm someone , you can't take back
Im proud .. I am who I am