Swan87 Poetry (176)

Yes Im Lonely
But I feel so Proud
Im in my beatiful life
And you are Out !
Seams so hard to leave someone so special
But you made it , it was your call
I shade some tears , seeing you walking
Out of this door ..
But it's time for me to move on ..
There is still Other things in life I wanna do ..
I wanna jump out of a bridge
I wanna re-orgnize my home ..
I think I might change the color of my hair ..
I may Visit Rome ..
Im too Young to feel so sad ..
How strange ..
I like you more when you're so far ..
I think it's time for us to move on ..
It's time for me to lay on ..
On me

Im not okay
I don't feel so safe
And without you it's so dangerous
Out there ..

Feel so alone
With no missed calles on my telephone
Without you it's no home ..

So why do I feel this way
So what if you walked away ..

I'll be stronger , I will hold myself
So much Smarter , I'll be with somebody else
I can't take no more knifes in my back
Im Turning my life up side down
Gonna live my life with a real man
And next time when you hear my voice
I'll smile and say
Im Okay

Everyday , Seams so impossible
To Get up And Face the truth
They're Trying to Steal my home

I stand here still for what I hear
Can't hold back my Tears
It's my home , they're tryin' to steal

No more Fights , no more Crimes
But Mama , Please Forgive me ..
If I left you to Die in my own Town ..

Take A moment And think , What if it's your own home
What if they killed the child you give born to
They're Tryin' to break your soul
Take A Moment And Stand to respect the memories
Stand for your own Country
Be careful of the True Enemy
Take A moment , And Cry on what you've lost
But Get up again , to Fight for more
It's your Home who's Waiting for you
It's your Call
Take This moment And on
Today is The Future for your home
Don't Let it down And Stand so strong on it's ground
It's time for you to make it Proud

Shame on me
I beleived
That you need me
For you to complete
Shame on me
I had faith on you
Instade of believing the Truth

You were so sweet honestly
But you're like a poison inside of me

You're the Perfect Liar
You made me walk Thru Fire
Everyday And Everynight
Im Done with you , Can't reach higher

You Love to Fight
And than to Run away
You love to see the tears
On my pretty face
I miss you now
That's All I have to say
And You know Deap inside
You care for me

She wont love you like I will
And you know
I'll be Standing here still

As Im waiting for you
And I've waited for years
For someone like you
So Don't call me insane
Call it , In love with you

I know .. You would ignore me now
As The bad part of you
Will Tell you how .. how to behave ..
But I don't care ..
As long as I know your soul ...
So Kind and Pure ..
That's Why
I fell in love with you ...

You're Just Impossible to be True
Everythin' goes around only you
Like the world is yours
Like you're the dream that was never been born

Well baby , forgive me ..
Im the last one on this earth for you to steal
Im the last one to tell you love me oh please !!
I wont be wasting my time over you ..
I wont be dreaming of how to have you ..
Cuz you know what ..
Im Impossiable too ..

I'm not asking for goodbye
Cuz it's already over
And I don't want you to try
Or even remember
Even the Saddness
That I keep in my heart
Is not for you ..
And Im not yours too ..

So farewell my dearest enemy
You gave me tears
When Everyone was nice to me
You gave me pain
When the world was full of colors
Full of rain ..
You broke your promise
When everybody around was so honest
Love is not about being
Powerful..
Love is to be so
Thoughtful ..
But I wont be lovin' you
So Farewell my dearest enemy ..

SAD

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MAD

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LONELY

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DOWN

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WHY ?

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Can't Forget

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Can't Forgive

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So WHY ?

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Can't Help myself

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Im Fallin' Deaper

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JUST WHY ?

Dad , Don't Go
It's still early for me
To let you Go ..
I still need your wise words
I need your Advice
I need your tendrness
I don't want a Goodbye

Dad , Won't you stay
Would you teach me And say
Life aint easy , it's not a play
Than you would hold me
Telling me , Everything will be okay

Dad , Don't Go
Don't just disappear
I still need to see your beautiful face
All your things are still in place
I don't wanna move a thing
Im afraid it would go away

Dad , for the last time
Don't go..
Don't leave me alone
Would you just come back home
I miss you so ..

A Friend once asked me
How does it feel
You being Free !?

I looked around
Was she asking me ?

She told me : oh my poor Friend
You have no Idea how did I end
And with a Tear
She said !

I Loved the wrong guy !
He made me go thru hard times
Never realized
How stupid I was
But I loved the wrong guy !
So Make your choise right ..
Always be careful !
Even if you stay up all night
But don't fall for the wrong guy !
He would make you weak ..
Less confident
Look what he had done to me !
So please
Stay away from the wrong guy !
Love is not everything you need ..
You would need respect !
More than anything you see !
But look at me
Im half the person I used to be
So Don't be like me !

And as I had a big shock
On My face ..
She already , Left the place

Unforgateble eyes
A Magical Smile
One Simple Touch
And It's Enough
To Feel your Love

Irresistable to me
You're all I see
I know I should've pushed you away
But you keep running
In My blood Everyday ..

Are You an angel
Or Simply a Curse ?
Can't Fight your love
Though I have the right to Choose ..
Cuz It Hurts !!

I miss you even when you're
Here with me ..
And You keep on Drownin' me
To the Unknown ..

My Cursed Angel
Im Tierd of the games
Im not Four , Anymore
So .. Try to leave me alone

Simply ,, I just Can't Sleep Tonight
Thinking of you ,, All The Time
Im in Love with you ,, Even if im not Right
Our Story will End .. I know
And I'll stop seein' you ..
That's for sure

But put me to sleep tonight
Let me hold you tight
And you Can kiss my lips
I will Cry cuz of all of this
Put me to Sleep Tonight
Just make sure im okay for now
Cuz it's the last time
It's Goodbye
And our tomorrow is unknown
I will not find you there
And My soul would be gone

i will Miss you ,, I know
But tell me ..
What Can I do more
I gave you my soul
I made you my home
But it's time for you to go
Cuz this home is not warm enough
And you need to move on
So Put me to Sleep tonight ..
Cuz tomorrow..
With the raising of the sun light ..
I might be gone ..
Forever !!