tinypixie Poetry (62)

Sometimes
Just sometimes
Its too much to bare
My body is here
Your body is there

14 weeks left
I can be held in your arms
14 weeks left
I will be dazzled by your charms

Entwined in your embrace
Engulfed by your compassion
And then I will feel your physical passion

Soon I can touch you in the physical realm
And I when I do
I will be overwhelmed

With emotion and tears and gratitude
That I have been blessed with an amazing man
Like you

These next 14 weeks will be busy indeed
As two blessed Twin Flames
Prepare to
Physically again
Finally meet

I used to ask my friends
So what's it like to be in love?

Partners I've had they've come and gone
And none could answer my question, as I've stated above

I'd scratch my head and analyse
Wondering, thinking, asking why

I could not comprehend this simple little fact
Was being 'in love' something we all simply act?

Then one day a stranger
Said to me
To be in Love you must wait and see

It isn't a mere feeling, an emotion or two
When it happens, you will simply KNOW when its True

Falling in love is not infatuation
Falling in love is like going to a destination

But you KNOW it is real when your life turns upside down
And for that person you feel like you want to forever revere and bow

Its a two way street
Without the other
'in love' cannot be
complete

And now I'm in love for the first time in my life
Something inside me has changed and I feel more 'alive'

Yes I have 'loved' others before
But falling in love is different
Its so much more

No words can describe what I feel
Its almost like tasting and eating a completely new meal

A meal so delicious, exquisite and delicate
One that melts in to your being
One that simply feels that its always been

Infatuation gave me reasons why I felt the way I used to do
But being in love has no reasons at all
its natural, no fears, no qualms, no doubts at all, and its unconditional too

And ALWAYS a two way street

It simply IS

To you I owe my life and
My sanity

When all was lost you came to me
Showing me a way
A new way of how I could be

A better person
With all my flaws and imperfections
You showed me in a mirror
my own reflection

Scared I was for I saw myself
Hiding away in shadows unknown

Amazing is your love for us all
And you never ask anything from us at all

You simply state as it always has been
That all of us can choose to be happy

Or not

Not by deeds, acts or words
But by our spirits that live within us

Whatever we believe is not a matter of concern for You
You look into our hearts and see what is True

Dear Spirit of Love there is no religion, faith or belief
That can contain You, You are too Powerful and Wonderful for such mundane things

And yet,
In the mundane You appear
Giving hope to all of us that fear

A way for the Truth
A way for healing
A way with proof
A way with real meaning

And it's all free

No gimmicks

No if's buts and maybes

It simply IS

Sweat on your brows
Tired eyes
You go back home and
Gently sigh

Wishing she was here to give you a cuddle
Especially when your mind is in a muddle

A cup of tea
A meal or two
A gentle hand to softly
Caress you

A loving look
A welcoming smile
A lady who waits for you
After you drive so many miles

She'll ask you how your days been
You'll relax and tell her about your work, what you have seen

She'll ask you to lay down and massage your weary head
As she slowly and surely
Entices you into bed

And tomorrow you'll wake up with a smile on your face
Thanking the heavens for the lady that waits for you
Every single day

I've never had a place I could call home
Just like a Gypsy I have always roamed

In three different countries I have lived
At five different times
And in between all that I could never find

A place called home
To call my own

So I moved and I moved
Never staying in one place for more than a couple of years
Wondering what was driving me to search for my home

Then three years ago
I awoke
And realised what I was looking for

A place where I could belong
A place what I could call my own

And it had been with me all the time
I had simply been to blind

Home is where the heart is
Home is where your love lives

Not what's around you
But within inside you

Different countries
Different cultures
Different cities

travelled I have a lot
And now I'm tired

Its my turn to now rest in my real and only home

In my Galaxy

When all is lost and you see no way
Out of the gutter of filthy despair
Don't feel ashamed to pray

wether you believe in something or not
You DON'T have to believe in anything to give it a shot

Nothing to lose in trying something new
Instead of pills and drugs and alcohol too

When you need time to understand
try meditation to see your inner "man"

There are no rules to the "inner" you
So why not open up a doorway and today try
Something new

Praying and Meditating are ancient things
Perhaps you could try these things out and
Find the Joy it brings

You haven't got anything to lose

Or have you?

I am everywhere
Wherever you go
I know no nationality
I have no real foes

I speak in many tongues
And yet speak none
You hear me quite often
Tho you think silence has won

I have bought nations together
Not set them apart
You was born with me
I'm naturally in your heart

In different ways I speak to you
In different ways you hear me too

You think you can escape me but you can't
Forever in your mind
One way or another
In your mind
I always chant

What am I?

Impatient I am
I have always been
Gnawing and gnashing
With my fiery teeth

I want it yesterday
Not today
Why wait for tomorrow
I want it my way

Fret, fuss and worry
I do things in a hurry
For time is short
I quickly get distraught

Like a headless chicken I sometimes run around
Lose my footing and cannot ground

Patience is a virtue which I do not possess
Yet impatience in its strongest puts one to a test

To become patient I must succeed
In waiting for Order to
Feed Chaos her needs

So I tap my feet restlessy for December to come
Biting my lips with an endless hum

My patient Order with a smile on his face
Loves my impatience and does not want me to change

So with my nature of wanting to win
I have been shown how
To calm it by my patient Twin

Patience is calming with a soft gentle glow
Impatience is fiery and always shows

Both are needed at different times
Together they create a perfect mind

In this case there is no wrong and right
For together we stand
And together we fight

Darkness offers you the sight of power
The Light offers you the sight that is lower

Darkness offers you the wisdom of the caged
The Light offers you the wisdom of the saved

Darkness offers you infinate bitterness
The Light offers you infinate forgiveness

Right and Wrong, Good and Bad
You are the only one who can take the stance

Against Evil or Good,
you always have been given the chance

So what is Darkness and what is Light?
It's a simple choice of choosing between wrong and right

And what is wrong and what is right?

Wrong is simply to become a slave to hate

Right is to become free and stop being from hate,
a slave

Hate what is wrong and yet judge not
Love those that hate you and tell them to kiss your butt

In a gentle way, with a twinkle in your eye
Offer them a hand before you say goodbye

For in your Wisdom and in your Light
You become the living beautiful
True Sight

In embarrassment in shame we walk away
From the past love that we once dearly claimed

Our hearts they break no matter what
Knowing we failed in the things of past

We sit in our chairs blaming ourselves
When in fact it takes two to tango and fully share

But if one is not willing what can we do?
I had to walk a separate path just like you did too

To believe in marriage is a holy thing
But it can never be consummated by a simple ring

True marriage comes within your heart
Not by a church, a register office where you make your pact
You know what I'm saying is a matter of facts

Superficial marriage is made like a tract
Like a religious order, your sworn to the pact

But heck I've learned that to be happy
All you need is Love, in all its chaosity

None is perfect and we all make mistakes
But you know what? I'd rather place my bet and claim my stakes

In what I believe is the right thing to do
I simply believe in Love, just like you

Chin up folks

You are the one I've waited for
The one my spirit has been, searching For

You said to me many Eons ago, My darling I will come to You when you need Me the most

You've kept your promise you made to Me,
In a secret location,
in A sanctuary

So long ago,yet so very near,
For time to us, is never Here

I made a promise to stay true to you,
To never ever, Forget you

These promises we gave,
as we parted our Ways

That One would succeed,
the Other would be in Pain

And when our mission down here was complete,
Again we would search, and finally Meet

T'es l'amour de ma vie  Galaxy

I see beauty in minor things
In silence, in humbleness, the gentleness it brings

I see beauty in a smile, wrinkles in the corners of your eyes
When something funny makes you smile, a smile that doesn't make you cry

Yet tears are beautiful too
Because in each teardrop you shed it's a history of you

I see beauty in joyful laughter
Heck, lifes too short for constant pain and slaughter

I see beauty in kind words that bring healing
Giving others hope and full of meaning

I see beauty in the love you have for others
the love you give for all, and treat them like your sister or brother

So what is beauty on the internet?
Its the same as in the real world, where all of us fret

Love