It has been a real interesting day for me on the blog.
been bashed all day for speaking my free mind. by people who claim freedom of speech is most important of all... sure as long as its the same opinion as theirs.
Been insulted by a camel, but when looking around at the regulars here i guess that should be considered a compliment??? hmm not sure but guess i'll let it slip for now.
But also met some new interesting people who obviously are more educated and respected so thats good.
But still i was in doubt for a few hours if i should continue on these blogs or not. Are those few nice people that i've met here these last few weeks wurth all the trouble i get from ignorant people and wannabe comedians???
and let me tel you.. yes they are. I won't leave because i use my right to speak my own opinion. Nor will i ever apologise for you being ignorant or to brainwashed to handle the truth.
I am a good guy and will always be a good guy, your opinion of me won't change that.
i've been slapped around the head with all sorts of advertisements, banners and such to remeber us all about how sad it was that 9 11th happened and ofcourse how we all should remember the ones who died and their friends and family.
And be sure i do that.. I remember the victems of it all direct or indirect.. they have my full sympathy.
But lets see what have we learned since then??? To answer that we must first understand why 911 happened in the first place..
Let's not drift off to all the conspiracy theories but let's focus on the official versions. So with that being said..
911 was a respons of certain organisation to the way america and with that western culture have been trying to controle and manipulate the middle east. The way they have tried doing that included suplying weapons to even Osama himself because they used him and his organisation at one time to fight off a mutual enemy... Once that enemy is taken care off america turns their back and pretends nothing happened. You can't just create killing machines and then turn around without showing respect. If you think you can force your own ways and believes upon someone else without consideration of how they themselves feel about that you are bound to get it back someday. In this case that was 911.
Now so many years later what do we see?? America still backs up israel even when that country breaks every single rule set by the united nations. But when other countries they don't like even think about braking international agreements they still force themselves upon those nations. They still have no respect for other nations and other cultures.. So what do you think?? If ya ask me 911 won't be the last time america gets hit. Offcourse it will be difficult to organise something this big ever again but i know the fight for freedom will never stop. Free from their own dictators, but also free from the dictator that we all know as america. Yes thats right America isn't the country of the free, just the country of the ignorant masses that gets brainwashed.. AND I'll even make it perfect clear how i think.. America reminds me allot of Germany back in the 1930's .. People didn't think anymore, all they did was follow blind what their leaders were saying, what their media was showing. and we all know how that turned out. So unless america starts to change its ways i feel as if allot more innocent people will get killed for absolutly no reason at all, just for the satisfaction of some happy few.
Hey you,
Been a long time since i sat down and write to you.
Many things have happened since last time we've met. I sure could use your advice. How did you live with all this shit and still be happy???
They say we are so much alike, I don't see it. I wish i could.. how i wish you were still around. It has been hard doing all this growing up stuff alone and now that i'm all grown up life still ain't any easier. Weren't we supposed to know everything when we became adults? If only you could give me one more lesson about life. I miss those talks. You the stupid old drunk but damn you had it all figured out. Anyway i'm having some time off from work so i'll be stopping by to have a beer with you. I hope you enjoy those... otherwise i just look stupid for no reason.
We'll meet again someday
Greetings to all. I should be home again next Sunday. My holiday has been perfect so far
Like i said a few days ago, i'll be leaving tomorrow to meet up with some friends of mine in germany. I'm really looking forward to that. Some of them i haven't seen in over a year so should be great fun. However, i have been talking a little with a woman here and it has been nice, so i'm kinda sad that i won't be able to do that these next few days. She will be one of the reasons why i will be happy to come home again.
A while back i noticed someone here posted a blog about how he/she met someone here and how they went to an IM service to chat. But once he/she found out the one he/she was talking to was a scammer he/she felt safe because he/she had picked an IM with blocking function. I don't want to make this person wurried but their are some easy ways around those blocks to come back and stalk you.
Anyway because of this event i think it might be usefull to tell how i avoid to get caught by stalkers. We all know not to give out our emailadress to fast.. but still what does that really protect? I myself have an emailadress and accounts on some IM with that emailadress that is only for people i meet online. I have a seperate email for people i know in real life, work and such. In this way if someone from here that gets my adress turns out to have less then good intentions i can get a new one without having to wurry about real important things like mails from work getting lost of having to hand out my new adress again to everyone i know.
Remember most IM will let you block others by their account not by their IP. So if they have other accounts they can still reach you.
Maybe something to think about
Amazing how human nature never seizes to amaze me. I apologise but i actually find it very funny. I see all these guys (some exeptions offcourse) trying the oldest and weakest tricks ever to get a girl interested in them. As much as i find it funny it also makes me very sad, because some of them actually suceed and in the end people always get hurt. When will they start to realise you can only find a good relation when you are honnest about how and who you truly are?.. Really guys you ain't gotta be perfect, just be yourself. Well maybe get some more respect towards women and maybe get some more practice in houseworks.. Won't kill ya to do some cleaning or cooking once in a while.
A friend called me today, wanted some advice on how and where to organise his b-day party. Started me thinking about having an own b-day party this year, usually i just go to my local pub and improvise a party from their on. But something special might be good this year because 35 really is a special age to me..
When i was 8 years old, my favourite uncle died, he was my hero, my idol, my everything. thats when i started thinking about life and death and all other big questions. By the time i was 10 i was sure i had figured out life...biggest conclusion i had reached was that i wanted to die when i was 35. My uncle died early 40's allot of other people i knew started complaining about their health when they were half way 30's... backproblems heartproblems cancer, a few died... I never wanted that to happen to me. yeah i was sure 35 was a good age to go.. afterall i would have been an adult for 17 years then so as an adult i would have been able to do whatever i wanted when i wanted. So i would have had more then enough time to see what i want to see, do what i want to do. Now i'm getting close to that point and how much of my childhooddreams and wishes came true??... lets see.. I drive a truck like i've always wanted.. however i did say i wanted to do that in teh states coast to coast, or those big road trains they have in oz.. not quite what i'm doing now. haven't visited half of the countries i want to see. ain't got married, don't have kids. i'm pretty sure i didn't get those 365 exclusive cars yet (one for each day of the year.. winning all those millions in the lottery didn't happen either.. maybe because i'm not playing.
Seems like nothing really turned out the way i had it planned back then but i have some great friends, have a wonderfull family, and having allot of fun in real life so guess i'll just have to add an extra 35 years and maybe create a few extra dreams
When i've gotten my shedule for today i was very happy, because i had soon calculated that i would be at the same section of the factory as where i first saw her at around the same time as last week.. so i was bound to see her again. So there i was, waiting, looking, hoping.. Nerveous as hell but i was sure to be talking to her. but she never showed, maybe she was working in another section this week? maybe had another sequence to do her route today? Felt a bit sad when i realised i would have to try again another day. So i continued my work, done all my clients.
And as a last job for today i had to return to that client but a whole other section of the plant.. I had just parked my truck getting ready to get my papers so i could load.. and from behind the corner, there she was slowly riding her bike ready to go home. The moment she came into sight i was looking at her and not sure how it was possible but she was looking straight at me, looking into eachothers eyes (well we were about 50 meters apart) but anyway we were looking straight towards eachother and as soon as we noticed eachother we both smiled, and it was a big smile.
Thats when i said to myself its time to make a move. So as she was almost reaching my position i said hi, she stopped. Didn't really expect that.. How hard, seconds were thicking away.. I had to say more then just hi, didn't i? She looked at me, smiled and said hi back.. I was just melting. Anyway after a few seconds just looking at eachother i finnally figured out i should ask her how she is doing.. i was so happy to think about that one... We started slow but after a few more words we were really having a good little talk, lasted about 5 to 10 minutes.
I didn't ask her out yet but we both stated that we look forward to seeing eachother again and i'm confident that next time she notices me she will come to me. So with a little luck i'll see her again one of the next few days and then i'll ask her out or at least will try and get her number.
I've had some friends over from germany this weekend.. it was some great fun but i could have used a few more hours sleep. Tomorrow back @work.. hopefully i can sneak in some sleep then. Either way this week will be good since its the last one before my 2weeks off.. Really looking forward to that.. Planning to go to germany, austria and italy.
Last tuesday i dropped my cellphone and it won't work anymore.. first reaction was damn what am i gonna do now???? We all can imagen that feeling i think. But how much do i really miss it? Usually i'm always texting the entire day, even if i don't want to.. sending co-workers some info about checkpoints or sending them directions to find new clients.. I'm always busy with it. But these last few days not a single beep.. It was strange those first few hours, still kept checking to make sure. But it has been so relaxed that i'm actually thinking i could get used to living without having a cell.. just like the old days.
But enough about those silly ideas... I'm gonna get a new one this weekend.. just can't decide.. Blackberry or Iphone.. and what type should i pick??? Won't go for the latest one.. that one is 700 euros or something and thats more then i wanna spend on something basic as a phone. so what cell do you all have and what are the pro and cons?
I've noticed our american friends are really getting into this.. Makes me doubt if i should laugh with them or cry because they are so ignorant.
I've travelled allot in my life and i'm a newsjunkie so i think i could share some ideas about this.
I'm a big fan of democracy but it doesn't always work as it should. Mainly thats because the way it is organised just isn't good enough. But besides that another big problem is that if you want people to vote they should know what they are voting for/against. I say this with real sadness but most americans are clueless about whats really going on in their own country and completely lost when it comes to knowing whats going on in the rest of the world. I don't mean this to be offensive in any way, afterall those people can't help it, its not their fault. American media is so full of propaganda, always has been and most likely always will be. It simply isn't possible to make correct choices if you don't have ALL the info. America has a great history and will have a wonderfull future i'm sure about it... but it could be so much more.
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