Ok, i am gonna throw up a bit before i write this.
I know this guy from the other site. The profile seems nice, he also friendly person to know ( at first) and sounds like a gentlemen. This couple of weeks we've try to close to each other and doing relationship kinda thing discussion.. BUTTTT... I kinda feels something is weird here.
He always said about his mom. well, at first i think maybe because he respect his mom. since he lost his dad in 2012. But why he always talking about his mom? even in the midlle of our conversations about what we will do in the future ( we have plans to meet, to see my family, his family, getting married and building a happy family).
But all our conversation it always including about her mom. He telling everything about his mom habbit, his mom friends, his mom favourite food... even telling me about important part things in every detail of mom had (that i wish i dont wanna know and actually i even didnt care about it). EVERYYTHINGG IS MOOMM.
It making me bored, since he always add mom to our conversations.
It caused me uncomfortable, but the snow balls become more bigger since his idea to trying add mom (again) in our first meeting. He also want me to do what (in my belief this is a taboo.. yeah you know it ) together with mom and his bf. WHATS?!?!! what kind of idea is that? am i the only one who are feeling weird here or am i stupid or..i dont know. Am i sick or..have i had heart attack now? oh..have i got covid19? am i died yet?
I am feeling he pushing me to my limit. I told him at first i got my limit. But he seems trying and trying to made his mind accepted by me. This is nut i think. I dont wanna do that. But he's trying so hard to prove me that, it is a way to prove our love and a beautiful liberation. erh?
It confuse me. If he loves his mom, its not the way a men should do to the women they love. I think he got some incest minds. or some love/desire to love mum very very veryyyyy much. what actually happens to this kinda guy anyway? why he adore too much? ( i think i need took psychology theories studies to learn more to look cool LOL )
I have given up to this momma boy. I think a relations should be independent not 'everything momma' thing. Its about you and me relations. I know he love his momma and his family, but he is a grown up now. 45 y.o is not a teenage age number. For me, the line should be clear about this.
Because... " Too much love will kill you" right?
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