I write, thus I am
My fiancee took his stuff and left. Now I am supposed to learn to live alone. Why is it so hard?English is not my maternal language. My expressions are not valid in English.
I am more vulnerable than the most. I hurt, I pain, I sorrow. I think, thus I am.
I look for the reason and the end. I am not indenting jump right away into a new relationship. Anyway it helps my pain to put a profile here.
I was not able to finnish my studies in the university, I am still struggling with them. I am too vulnerable to this world.
There is one in a million that could ever understand the thoughts I think, the spiritual realm I live in.
I write poems. I write diary. I go to therapy. I make music. I paint. I am insane.
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Many of us have suffered the loss of love and had to learn to be alone.
We all live in a global system interacting with others of different languages, cultures, and beliefs.
Most hurt, feel pain and sorrow, think, and thus they are. The number of matriculants who dropped their university studies are legion.
As you have so much in common with the human race, why are you insane? Well, maybe you shouldn't answer that question.
My point is maybe you are thinking too much. :) Give people a chance to get to know the real you before you decide there is only a one in a million chance for compatibility.
I am spending weekend with drinking, outgoing people. So I guess I do what Ben suggested me to do.
Thank you Calmheart for you undestanding. I now I am not the only one gone through major crisis. Would like to hear from you in continue as well.
Learn to live in the now and here!
Learn to be detached about your life situation.
Learn to control your mind "your Ego" and know that all change is change for the good.
We are all spiritual beings experiencing in the human body.
Get your act together and finish your studies. Letting go is one of the hardest things humans have to learn. Do it.
Accept what is - the issness of things, bless it and let it go. You have far more important things to do than waste your precious life force on the past and the future - there is no other time but NOW!
Love, truth and Joy
John
it's happen to anyone including me , so face it and be friend with it