With the best english I know: I much appreciate all the comments. How delightful, the readers restricted themselves from hitting the one badly beaten. And all the comments were encouraging, comments of sharing, faith and compassion. Thank you.
Thank you cheerful friends. Today I realized through the engagement I have a new family. We spent couple of hours with nice people, who are my new family. Sometimes things just go perfectly right.
= ) Funny how I have done those things, still I feel I have done the perfect thing to do. Because my idea is to push all the candidates away and accept the special one, who accepts me...
I know the thing why they in WI not accept to get to know you. They think you are an artist, so you fall outside the standard.. People are all about codes and rules,, models of the normal life. Sorry for us different.
I agree, there are millions of people who do not fit into the code of standards, and they are unique, talented, special... I am not shamed of myself, sometimes I just feel lonely,,, That is why i registered here, to find friends.
2MAYBE do not delete it. It is totally fine. I think, I do not know for certain, but the passage could be about the future, or some spiritual realm, where things happen in the personal realm as well, and then it is not about the factual future... Do not know for certain.
And hate, it is not a prison. Have you ever heard about divine hatred, that is in function to save or defend the life...
Then there is other type of hatred, bitter and unjust,,, can be a prison that,,,
So I should just let people push and toss me around, and turn the other cheek. No, I am not that disciplined. I will not turn into object of others hatred.
I see your point. I am not strong and confident to play around. I am rigid and furious, wild and egocentric. That is the way I am, and nothing makes me change. In fact I hold my head high being the way I am.
And my thin skin. I definitely admit. I have no much appreciation to people in general. I am most sorry,, I fear other people, and that is how it is.
Summer 11
Thank you Kamrani!