Secret admire...

well, no one is admiring me... im pretty certain about it. but i know im admiring somebody that happen to be a colleague...

first time i saw him, i just thought, "yea, he's a nice looking guy..."

the first 3-4months he came to work with us, i go, "hmmm, he's blue eyes is attracting me..."

and after a year, i noticed myself keep on waiting for him to walk pass by my office... then, i see him in my dream too...

but since the past 3-4months, i noticed and even one of my colleague noticed that he has been walk pass my office 5-6times a day, pretending to go to the gents but never even go in. he make a u-turn instead stop by my door, chat and smile...

he also started to joke around with me and teasing me. give me that cute eyes signal and sometimes he wink... and sometimes when i went to his office, he stand so close to me, i can hear him breathing... and when i walk passed by him, he will give a pat on my arm, tease me and smile...

well, obviously when he do all that, i am the happiest person on earth... i dont know what to do, and i dont really know what he's trying to say? or what is his intention...? is he just flirting or he's trying to make a fool out of me? or is he interested? i really dont know...

its too early for me to say anything... he's a good looking man, maybe he got somebody in his life. but, he's in the office most of the time or at the gym... he once told me, he can go crazy staying at home alone... i dont know why he told me that...

all i can do is wait... if he's just flirting, then nothing much i can. life goes on...


love,
August