say goodbye...

i love my job.. i do enjoy it, despite being seated at the most perfect place in the office (having my big boss/company owner right in front of me and my manager sitting right behind me), i still enjoy coming to work every single day... okay, not everyday, almost everyday...

i have made my decision... stupid, emotionally influenced, frustration and kinda not so sure why, i already highlighted my HR department that i will serve my 3 months resignation notice effective 1st December 2010. so my last day will be the end of February next year... and my bonus will be on April 2011.

call me an idiot, damn it, i totally forgot about the bonus that will be bank in into my account on April...

the reason of this amazingly stupid decision is my car... i have to travel a lot using my own car for my job and i don't get any allowance for it... no allowance for the car maintenance, no fuel allowance and definitely no service allowance... i am just allowed to claim for my mileage and the toll. parking fee? if its too much, company wont pay for it...

to make it an issue, my car broke down again for the 6th time this year... i told my boss i cant be traveling for these 2 weeks, so my other colleagues need to replace me and i will concentrate more on doing the paper work... but, my manager, keep on asking me when im gonna fix my car, when can the car be ready, when the parts are gonna arrived and so on and so forth... the boiling point is, she asked me to go somewhere, which is so damn far and asked me to take a bus because she cant wait for my car to be fixed anymore...

god, its not cheap to pay for the parts and frankly speaking, im broke and its almost the end of the month and im dying for my next pay... she on the other hand, keep on pushing me since last week to get the damn car fixed... GOD!!

how am i gonna pay for it? with my armpit hairs? okay, i just clean myself, so no hairy pit for me, so im officially broke as h**l...

without thinking further, i prepared the letter and informed the HR i will tender it early next month...

what do u people think? think about it all over again or just leave? i want to go to London, can somebody bank in some money to my bank account since im not getting my bonus anymore? please?? hahahahaha!! im screwed...


Dinda...