rants from a raging lunitic
Sometimes I am so tired of people. They want to pull you in ten differant directions at once. For some reason the people around me seem to think I'm smarter than I really am at certain things. Like computers. All I know is what I had to figure out on my own. But I get treated like the know it all tech person. I have someone waiting for me to show them how to use the webcam on thier laptop right now, and I have no idea.On another note, I hate being broke. I know, everyone dose,but I mean really broke. No food in the fridge, no car, no running water cause you can't pay the bill(had a leak), broke. Have you ever felt compleatly out of options? Where breaking the law starts to look good? Now I would never do that, but it dosen't mean I haven't thought about it.You see all these people on tv buying compleatly unnessasary things like jets and $1000 shoes and handbags. And you start wondering what it is that gets people who don't have a clue about what's impportant in life get so much and all your trying to do is just squeak by.
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when i feel like i can't focus and feel confused or there's an overload of things in my mind, i clean the clutter on my desk, then my room, then the house. I just turn the music loud and I have a tendency to really go OC. Cleaning has a way of not just putting things at home in order, but my mind too. All sorts of thoughts, ideas, and memories that come to mind in hours doing mindless physical labor. Hope you feel better soon.
And I live in Norway, in one of the richest countries in the world. But it doesn't help, if you have been on the sick leave for a while.
So be patience and focused. Get all your figures down on a piece of paper, or in an excel sheet. Start to prioritize.