A Friendship That's Finally Ended
This is the third blog I've posted on here about this "friend" of mine of the last ten years. Well our friendship finally came to an end today. Like I stated in my other blogs, I started dating one of my best friends. She was coming out of an abusive two year relationship. I was hesitant at first because I didn't want to be a rebound with her, but we ended up getting together. Well we broke up and she changed dramatically. She started hanging out with her ex boyfriend again who was physically and verbally abusive to her. She lied about being raped by him and his friend at one of their houses. She's pushed me away and ruined our friendship. We'll as a lot of people do, I communicate to a lot of my friends using myspace and she was on my friends list. Well she told me that she was feeling sick. So I was running errands around where she lives so I went and got her some flowers and drove by her place to check in with. She was there and she accepted my flowers and reached out to me give me a hug. We talked for a good ten minutes and I left. She seemed fine and she said she was ok with me stopping by. So, I get home and jumped on MySpace. Well she had deleted me from her friends list and blocked me. She told me she felt uncomfortable around me. I said, "You feel uncomfortable around me?" "You hangout with someone that bodychecked you into a wall and you are uncomfortable around me?" I'd be lying if I didn't say that it didn't hurt my feelings that she's done this, but at the same time, there is something deeply wrong with her. I tried to help her. I told her to get counseling but she just wouldn't. She seems to like abusive relationships and a lot of drama. And even though what she's done is wrong, I feel bad for her and I hope she get's help before it's too late. I still love after everything because she was my first true love and we go back ten years. I just hope she's doing ok.
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im sorry it ended the way it did. But your being able to look past what she did and still wish her well is an admirable trait.Time will heal the pain.