Just thoughts of notihng

Angels dancing in my head as I ponder them
wishing they were in my bed
They come and go in ebb and flo
like shadows in the night offering
their beauty and light.
Many have little to say but show me much in their
unique fashionable way.
Thoughts of love I try to convey but somehow they seem
to be so allusive as they fade into the dark of night.
So many I have met so many I have hurt so many regrets
but I hope I am not down for the count yet.
I know my ways are often misunderstood
I can't take back the hurtful thoughts even if I could
I wonder would it matter to try and heal the hearts
already shattered?
I have no one else to blame yet it's time to be real
and stop hiding in my shame.
All I want is to give the beauty I see wings of love for all
eternity.
Tis hard to give what one does not have for himself
but, if it's any hope and consolation
I want to offer my apologies to all those I hurt
by doing so I release myself of my own guilt.
I may not know how to love any better than anyone else but in hope to offer friendship kindness thoughts and compassion to the hurting and hopeless do I set them free as well as myself.